The gilded stars with laughter pass,
For I have caught an eerie sound,
The Peacock droops ... just now, I found
A silver feather in the grass!
And so the days passed in blur of color and scent: of sun and sleep.
Peter grew tanned, and so did I. It was life in a fairy tale, and
would have seemed quite perfect--if--. But I had grown to believe that
nothing was ever perfect. Perhaps it were wise so, else we should all
be loath even more to leave life. And the rift in the lute could not
wholly ruin the music.
We had been there a week, I imagine, before Mercedes Howell descended
upon us. She came apparelled marvellously, in a highly horse-powered
chariot, and brought with her, as was eminently proper, her parents.
Mrs. Howell, née Dolores Maria Cortez, was that pathetic thing, a
woman who had once been very beautiful. It was not hard to trace that
beauty now, in the high, clean-cut nose, the great languid eyes, the
tiny, full, red mouth. But her beauty was clouded with flesh, and her
face a mask of powder. She sat on the verandah drinking "pina fria,"
with her tiny, arched feet on a footstool, and murmured polite
accented thanks for the care we had taken of her dear child. I glanced
at Bill, over a tray of cakes, but he was looking at Mercedes. So I
turned, with a quickened heartbeat, to Mr. Howell. I found him
charming, a tall, silent man, brown from the sun, and very lined. He
listened eagerly, I fancied, to my chatter of home and snow and the
quiet ebb and flow of life in a New England village. But Cuba had
marked him for her own. One saw that. And one saw, too, his restless
eyes moving from wife to daughter, questioning and troubled.
Mrs. Howell, before she left, asked us to some day attend the races
with her. I told her I was not well, not yet up to the excitement of
crowds.... But Bill, looking up quickly from his low-voiced
conversation with Mercedes, said,
"Perhaps I can persuade Mrs. Denton, dear lady. It is something she
surely should not miss."
Our glances met--crossed blades and stayed. Mine was hurt, I know. It
was cruel of him, in that insufferably self-assured tone, to brush
aside my wishes. When our guests had gone, I told him so.
"But," he said, at the doorway, "what you need more than anything, is
contact with people, and to be taken out of yourself. You have never
seen anything of the sort before, and you will not have the
opportunity again. And the Howells are very good people to tie up to.
They have lived here many years and have not wholly discarded the
picturesque viewpoints and customs of the country, while at the same
time, entering into the life of the American set."
"I didn't come here for society," I said, "and I don't want to be
bothered ... by anyone. Go alone to the races, if you will, but I
shall not."
He shrugged.
"Very well," he said.
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