I was stricken dumb with sudden hatred, and before my lips could open
again, Bill, with Wiggles at his heels, went out into the sunshine,
whistling the challenging song from the first act of "Carmen."
I went to my room and wrote a letter, which, however, I was destined
never to send, to Richard Warren.
Peter's convalescence kept me occupied for several days. He had a
number of sympathetic callers, from Annunciata to the Howells. I told
Mercedes that I would expect her out often to amuse our impending
poet, and she preened her bright plumage a little and vowed that a
new man would be a "God-send," looking at Bill the while. At which,
with that long-drawn "Me-ow!" still ringing in my ears, I asked her
and her parents to join us at dinner the night following Mr. Penny's
expected arrival.
On the morning of that arrival Bill tossed over to me a letter from
Uncle John Denton.
"There are messages in it for you," he said, and opened his long-stale
New York _Times_.
I read the letter, and, as I returned it to the envelope, saw a second
sheet which I had not noticed. Uncle John often sent me little
enclosures in Bill's letters. Innocently I drew it out, unfolded it,
and started to read.
"Damn!" said my husband without apology, reaching my side in two long
steps, "I thought I had taken that out. Give it to me, Mavis!"
But I had already read enough.
"Have you unmasked 'Richard Warren' for Mavis yet?" wrote Uncle John,
"and how does she like being the wife of her favorite poet? When are
we to have the manuscript of the new volume? You're long overdue now,
you miserable creature!"
"Give it to me!" said Bill.
I handed the note to him without a word. I couldn't have spoken, had
my life depended on it.
He followed me to the door of my room.
"Mavis!" he said once or twice.
I put my hand on the latch.
"Don't speak to me!" I said.
In my room, I sat down by the window and tried to think what it all
meant. For a time, I was incapable of directed thought. My dream came
to me, the dream I had had so long ago, that nightmare in which my
unknown poet had changed to the semblance of the man I had met and
disliked on meeting, William Denton. So it was true then! After a
little, I thought of my letters, my silly, fragile girl-dreams,
written for the One, mercilessly exposed to the eyes of the Other. In
my desk drawer lay yet another letter, unmailed, thank God! A letter
in which I had said I wanted him back, wanted the comfort and the
understanding his letters had brought me once again. Fool--fool and
blind! And all the time, this talented trickster had known and
laughed: had written me the friendly, lovely letters with his tongue
in his cheek: had even spoken to me of love!
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