"I'm sorry it has turned out as it has," he said, after a pause. "You
don't understand--"
I could agree with him there.
"I'm afraid not," I said.
He lifted his shoulders ever so slightly, a gesture of defeat.
"Please--" he said, but something in my eyes stopped him. His face
grew very hard.
"I think," he said, "that you are making a mountain out of a molehill.
A range of mountains. Because I wrote a few verses that struck your
fancy: because you did not like the actual, flesh-and-blood author:
because I preferred to hide behind my nom-de-plume, and because you
choose to honor Richard Warren with your friendly regard--" he
shrugged again, "and because, perhaps foolishly, I want to be liked
for what I am, and not for what I set down on paper--I preferred to
play what I fancied was a very charming little game--and now you
accuse me of having cheated."
"I have nothing of the sort," I answered. "But did it not occur to
you, during your 'little game' that you were playing with an opponent
wholly innocent of the fact that she was playing blindfolded, and that
the cards were--stacked?"
We both heard the car drive up to the front door.
"Well," he said, "my cards are on the table now, Mavis."
"The car is waiting," I said. "You had best go. As far as I am
concerned, the game is over. Richard Warren, as I knew him, never
existed,--only a very clever young doctor who amused himself at my
expense. Here," I said, turning to the open drawer, "are your letters.
Take them, please. They would make good reading of the type which is
called 'light fiction.'"
"Careful," said Bill, under his breath, and his hand shot out and
caught my arm, "careful, Mavis! You are going just a little too far."
I twisted my arm away.
"And you--?" I asked furiously, "and--_you_?"
"I beg your pardon," he said, and the clear flame of anger leaped into
the steel-blue eyes.
The door closed behind him. I stood for a moment, quite still, rubbing
the bruised place on my arm which his fingers had made.
Richard Warren's letters lay on the floor. I caught them up, hurried
to the living room. There was a burning log on the hearth, and under
Bill's hostile eyes, as he gathered up his hat and gloves, I put the
sheets in the fire.
They writhed, shot high in flame, and blackening, fell to ashes.
Something in me cried out at that--they had been so dear, so dear.
"Have you my letters?" I asked him, rising and dusting off my hands.
"No," he replied, "I never keep letters."
It was the one redeeming fact that had come to my knowledge that day.
I mentioned this, and went past him, into my own room again.
It seemed to me that, in an hour's space, I had lived many years and
grown very old.
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