May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming peopleArlen, Michael
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May Fair : $b being an entertainment purporting to reveal to gentlefolk the real state of affairs existing in the very heart of London during the fifteenth and sixteenth years of the reign of His Majesty King George the Fifth: together with suitable reflections on the last follies, misadventures and galanteries of these charming people
Arlen, Michael
Great Britain -- History -- George V, 1910-1936 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
One morning we were walking about on the pink tiles of the flat, uneven
roof, not talking much, while below the sea slept. Lamoir asked after
Hugh, just how he was, and I said he was quite well. “Lonely,” I added.
We sat on the parapet of the roof, looking down the hill at the white
untidy town. There was an American liner in the bay, like a smudge. At
last Lamoir said: “Yes, he was always lonely. Lonely and proud. Hugh is
very proud. Don’t you think so?”
I said: “And you, Lamoir, aren’t you proud, too?”
You see, I knew nothing of the difficulty between Hugh and Lamoir. All I
knew was that two dear friends of mine had parted from each other nine
years before. Lamoir was looking towards the sea, she was smiling. Then
she shook her head suddenly. Her hair was quite grey, and short, and
curly--you can see how attractive Lamoir was, an autumnal flower.
“Oh, no!” she said. “_I’m_ not proud, not a bit. And I don’t like proud
people.”
“I do!” I said.
She said gravely: “_You_ do, of course. But you are young, and it’s
quite right that you should like proud people and should try to be proud
yourself, though I should think your sense of humour would bother you a
little while you were trying. I think young people should be proud,
because if they are not they will put up with makeshifts and get dirty;
but elderly people and old people should not be proud, because it
prevents them from understanding anything.”
“But elderly people,” I said, “don’t they get dirty too, if they’re not
proud?”
She laughed at me, and all she said was: “I was talking about nice
elderly people.” And there the conversation ended, just nowhere. I think
it very silly in a man to go generalising about women, but if I were to
start generalising I might say that most abstract conversations between
men end nowhere, but you have a feeling that at least something
interesting has passed, while with a woman an abstract conversation ends
nowhere and you have a feeling that she has only been talking about
whatever it was just out of politeness.
I remember that what struck me most about Lamoir at that time was how
happy she was, happy and feeling safe in her happiness. That puzzled me
then, for I knew she loved Hugh.
II
I would see a good deal of Hugh, sometimes going to stay with him at
Langton Weaver, and often, in London, dining with him at his house in
Charles Street, just he and I alone. It was very pleasant to know of a
quiet house in which I might now and then pass an evening talking, as
one always did with Hugh if one talked at all, of books and tapestries
and fine things. I never knew a man who had such a passion for the touch
of fine things as Hugh, and seeing him thoughtfully holding a little old
ivory figure in his hand one might almost think his skin was in love
with it.
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