Marjory did not depend upon it, but she kept silence, and the slow days
crept on. Fanshawe lingered, he could scarcely have told why. No one
asked him to stay. He was accepted by all as part of the family, with a
quiet composure which is sometimes more grateful to a man than
protestations of cordiality; but that was not his reason for remaining
at Pitcomlie. He stayed--because he said to himself he wanted to see it
out. It was a chapter of family history into which he had been thrust
unwittingly, and he must see what would be the end of it--if the other
brother would come back, and poor Tom’s place be filled up--or if--
It had the excitement of a drama to him; and Marjory’s face, day after
day, varying as the weather varied, brightening into hope sometimes
under the influence of the sunshine, falling blank and pale into
despondency with every cloud, interested him as nothing had ever
interested him before. This passion of suspense which possessed her
whole soul, purified and elevated her beauty somehow. It made her
features finer, the outline of her face more perfect, and gave a hundred
pathetic meanings to her eyes. For she was not selfishly absorbed nor
dead to other things. Through the veil of that preoccupation which
wrapped her about like a mist, nature would struggle forth now and then,
coming to the surface, as it were, with smiles and outbreaks of lighter
feeling or of independent thought. Anxious as she was, she was too true
and natural to be always thinking even of her brother. And Marjory could
not be monotonous even in her gloom. She changed from one phase to
another, so that the spectator seemed to grow in knowledge of humanity,
and wondered to himself how one emotion could put on so many semblances.
And she was relieved on her father’s account, though disturbed on
Charlie’s. Mr. Heriot had never again asked for Tom’s papers. He had
relaxed a little in his passionate misery. Sometimes, instead of
snarling at his family, he would soften and throw himself upon their
sympathy. He would take Milly with him when he went out to walk, holding
her hand tenderly, supporting himself by her, as it seemed.
“Papa never speaks to me, May,” Milly said, who was half-frightened,
half-flattered by being thus chosen for her father’s companion. “He
never says anything but ‘My bonnie bairn!’ And sometimes, ‘May will be
kind to her--May will be kind to her.’ That is all he ever says.”
“You must try and get him to talk, my dear,” said Uncle Charles. “Make
remarks, if it was only upon the sea and the rocks, or the
fishing-boats, and the way they hang about in-shore. If he but said,
‘Hoots! hold your tongue, Milly,’ it would be something gained.”
“Oh, Uncle Charles, what remarks can I make,” said Milly, “and me so
little? Only when he says May will be kind to me, I greet--I mean I cry;
and then he pats me on the head. As if I ever expected any other thing
of May!”
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