“Let me take you in first. Yes, yes, I will go.”
“Never mind me; do not think of me,” said Marjory, nervously twining and
untwining her hands. “And tell my uncle, please--and Fleming. Tell them;
all except papa. God help him! it will kill him. It is I who must tell
papa.”
She looked so wild and woe-begone that he hesitated a moment; but she
waved her hand to him almost with impatience. He looked back before he
went into the house, and saw her sitting where he had left her--gazing
into the vacant air before her, shedding no tears, twisting her fingers
together; half crazed with the weight of trouble, which was more than
she could bear.
Fanshawe went softly into the house; he felt, but more strongly, as
Marjory herself had felt when she went into Pitcomlie with the news of
Tom’s illness. This secret, which was in his keeping, made him almost a
traitor; he stole through the drawing-room, along the silent
passage--nothing but sunshine seemed in the house--soft sunshine of the
Spring, and fresh air, a little chilled by the sea, full of invigoration
and sweet life. He knocked softly at the library-door, feeling his
heart beat, as if in his very look the poor father must read the secret.
There was no answer; he knocked again; how still it was! Just as a
traveller might have gone into an enchanted palace, seeing signs of life
about, careful order and guardianship, but no living thing; just so had
he come in. The rooms were empty, swept and garnished; there was not a
sound to be heard but the steady ticking of the great old clock, which
stood in the hall, and the throbs of his own heart; and still no answer
to the knock. Persuaded that Mr. Heriot must have gone out, Fanshawe
opened the door softly to peep in, and make certain before he returned
to Marjory. To his surprise, the first thing he saw was that Mr. Heriot
was in his usual place, in his usual chair, calmly seated at his writing
table, paying no attention. The opening of the door, and Fanshawe’s
suppressed exclamation, “I did not know you were here, Sir,” disturbed
him apparently as little as the knocking had done. Fanshawe had no
message to give; he had forgotten even to make up any pretext for his
visit; he said hastily, now feeling half ashamed of himself: “There is a
book here I want to consult, if you will permit me,” and without waiting
for an answer, he went hastily to the shelf, where stood a number of
tall county histories--books which Mr. Heriot prized. Turning his back
on the old man at his table, he hastily selected one of these books. “I
fear I disturb you, Sir,” he said, in the easiest tone he could assume;
“but in the first place, I thought you had gone out; and in the second
place, I knew my business would not occupy a moment. I will put it
safely back.”
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