This had to content Matilda for the moment, and she went to bed with her
head buzzing with all kinds of pleasant thoughts. Poor Charlie! it would
have been much “nicer” if he had lived; he gave her a great deal more of
her own way than Verna did; he was more of a comfort to her--and then a
woman is always of more consequence when there is a man behind her to be
appealed to. But still, now that poor Charlie was dead and gone, and no
thinking nor crying could bring him back, perhaps it might be for the
best. If the old gentleman had left him something very nice in his will,
as Verna seemed to expect, Matilda thought she would go to some bright
nice place where there would be good society, and bring up Tommy.
Perhaps she might be able to have a carriage, if it was as much as Verna
thought--and never would require to think twice about a new dress, or a
pretty bracelet, or anything she might fancy. These gentle fancies
lulled her as she went to sleep. Yes, it was a pious thought, such a
thought as ought to be cultivated in the bosom of every woman; perhaps
after all it might turn out that everything had been for the best.
Verna was not so pious. She sat at her open window half the night,
though the air was chill, with flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes. She
could not quite persuade herself that it was possible. “If--” she said
to herself, before she set off on a wild canter of imagination through
all the glories that could be thought of. If--
What a thing it would be! To be virtual mistress of this house, to have
everything in her power, to be able to turn out “the family” if she
pleased, and make her own will superior everywhere! This hope
intoxicated the young woman. The instinct of managing everybody and
everything had been strong in her all her life; but it never had had
full scope. She had managed her father’s house, but that was little; and
he himself was a rough man, who despised women, and was not capable of
being managed. Now what unbounded opportunities would be hers--the
estate, the house, the village, nay, the county! Verna’s ambition
leaped at all. And she never intended to rule badly, unkindly, or do
anything but good; Matilda should be as happy as the day was long, she
said to herself; Tommy should be sent to the best of schools. She would
be as polite as possible to the Heriots, and beg them to consider
Pitcomlie as their home as long as it suited them.
She meant very well. She would get up coal clubs, and clothing clubs,
and all sorts of benevolence in the village. She would be a second
providence for the poor people. Never were there better intentions than
those which Verna formed as she sat at the window, her eyes shining with
anticipation, if--
That was the great thing. The foundations, perhaps, might fail under her
feet; it might all come to nothing; but if--
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