There was something about poor Tom, and something about some one called
Isabell, and partial darkness and transverse lines of light, themselves
so pale and dark, that they made the gloom rather heavier. Milly sat
close to Marjory’s knee, holding by her dress. The child could not bear
to be without a hold upon something. When she let go, she seemed to sail
away through some dark world of shadows and misery, full of sounds of
the distant wheels of the mourning coaches, and that solemn, dreary
bustle which attends the last exit of every mortal from his earthly
home. Twice in a few weeks this had occurred, and it gave a confused
sense of permanency to the wretchedness, so far as the child was
concerned.
To Marjory there was, perhaps--who can say?--a certain sense of
fellowship and comfort in the companion with whom she could talk freely,
and upon whose sympathy she could reckon, which made up for something.
Little Milly, perhaps, who could not in reality feel all that happened
half so deeply as her sister, was for the moment more cast down,
enveloped in that vague dreariness of childhood which, while it lasts,
is more deeply depressing than any maturer grief.
A very different scene was going on upstairs in the west wing, where the
strangers were being clothed in their new mourning, in preparation for a
solemn appearance at the reading of the will. Poor Matilda, covered with
crape, and drowned in the big widow’s cap, was as woe-begone as her
sister could have desired, and cried more and more every time she looked
in the glass.
“It is hideous with light hair,” she said. “Oh! Verna, how cruel you
are! They will think me eighty; they will not feel for me a bit. You
know very well, when you have an unbecoming dress, men always find it
out, though they never know what makes it unbecoming. And when
everything depends on the impression I make, for the poor children--”
“Oh! you little fool!” said Verna, to whom it must be allowed the deep
mourning, with the delicate broad hems of her collar and wrists, was
very becoming; “the only impression you have to make is that you are a
wretched widow, able to think of nothing but your poor dead husband. If
you had the heart of a mouse, you would be thinking of him to-day, and
not of anything else.”
“And so I am,” said Matilda, with real tears. “He would never have made
me wear this horrible thing. He liked to see me look my best, and always
thought of me, and what I would like, before everything. You may be sure
that so long as I am with you, who are a little tyrant to me, I shall
never, never forget poor dear Charlie. And, of course, I want to look
decent, for his sake. What are they to think of him, dear fellow, when
they see me look such a dowdy, and with no money, nor anything. It is
for Charlie’s sake!”
Verna, however, was invincible even to this argument.
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