Mr. Charles waved his hand--he was too breathless to speak--and hurried
upstairs. A dead calm seemed to have fallen on the house. A frightened
woman-servant met him on the stairs, creeping down on tiptoe. It seemed
to be years that he had been wandering about the streets, absent from
his post. Then the doctor met him, and pointed silently to the closed
door, shaking his head. Trembling, conscience-stricken, weary and sick
with his suspense, Mr. Charles crept into the sick-room. All was quiet
and silent there, except some gasps for breath. Mr. Heriot stood at one
side of the bed, Marjory at the other. Fanshawe, Tom’s friend, was at
the foot, leaning against the bed, and hiding his face with his hand.
Mr. Charles trembled too much to be of use to any one; he stood behind
them all, wiping his forehead, trying to see with his hot and dazzled
eyes.
Nothing to be done, and nothing to be said! It had come to that. Tom was
out of hearing, though they had so much to say to him. And he, too, had
much to say, but had left it all unsaid. Who can tell the anguish of
such a moment for those who are called upon to survive? To stand by
helpless, impotent; willing to do everything, capable of
nothing--nothing but to look on. Humanity has no agony so great.
At the very last, poor Tom came out of his death-struggle, as by a
miracle, and looked at his watchers.
“I told you, May,” he said, faintly. “I told you!” These were his last
words. He seemed to die repeating them in a whisper, which grew fainter
and fainter: “I told her--told her; I told--thank God!”
Oh! for what, poor deceived soul? They looked at each other with a
thrill of terror which overcame even their grief. What did he thank God
for as he crossed the threshold of the other life?
CHAPTER VII.
The Manse of Comlie had one window, which looked upon the
churchyard--only one, as Mrs. Murray congratulated herself--and that in
a room which was never used but where on occasional moments now and then
the old lady would go and sit by herself, not rejecting for her own part
the pensive associations which she deprecated for others. On the day of
poor Tom Heriot’s funeral, there were two old faces at this window. One
was that of Miss Jean Heriot, in new “blacks,” as she called her
mourning; whose interest in the melancholy ceremony had overcome even
that strong sense of decorum with which a Scottish woman of her age
would, under other circumstances, have shut herself up on the day of a
funeral “in the family.”
In Scotland, in former days, the attendance of a woman at a funeral was
unknown; and it was partly because it was understood that Marjory was to
be present, that her old grand-aunt stole across in the early morning,
before any one was about, in order to witness, with a mixture of grief,
interest, and disapproval, the innovations in the simple ceremonial with
which the heir of Pitcomlie was conducted to his last resting-place.
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