“I don’t know what we are coming to,” said Miss Jean. “You may like
these new-fangled ways, Mrs. Murray; but for my part, I would just as
soon take to the Prayer-book for good and a’, and be done with
compromises; or even the mass-book, for that matter. When you once begin
to pray over a grave, how long do you think it’ll be before you pray for
the dead?”
“It will never be in the doctor’s time, that I can answer for,” said the
Minister’s wife, with firmness. “For my part, if it’s an innovation, it
pleases me. Oh! to hear the thud of the earth, and no’ a word said! It
is bad enough--bad enough, even when it’s done like baptism, in the name
of the Father, and the Son.”
“If you had not been there, you would not have heard,” interrupted Miss
Jean. “I hate to see women trailing after a funeral; it’s no their
place.”
“I was not there, and yet I heard,” said Mrs. Murray; “there are things
you hear with your heart, though you’re far away. And why should not
women go to the grave with those that belong to them? It is us that
takes care of them to their last breath. Why should not May come with
the rest to lay her brother in his grave? after standing by him, poor
lad, till his end.”
“It would fit her best to stay at home,” said Aunt Jean; “women are
always best at home, especially when they’re young. Thomas has brought
up that girl his own way, not my way. I would have trained her very
different. When I was Marjory’s age I never dared lift up my face to my
mother. What she said should be, it was--no contradiction; no setting up
to know better than your elders; whereas it’s my devout opinion that
girl thinks herself wiser than the likes of you or me.”
“And so she is in some things,” said Mrs. Murray; “far wiser than me, at
least, Miss Jean. I’ve seen her pose the doctor himself, which is not
saying little. And here they are, coming down by the east knoll. Oh!
what a black, black procession! And to think it’s Tom Heriot! waes me!
waes me!--him that should have been bidding us all to his bridal instead
of this cruel grave-side!”
Miss Jean said nothing for the moment. She put her aged head close to
the window, and followed with an intent gaze of her bright old eyes the
dark line that wound down into the churchyard from the higher ground
above. What strange sense of the wonder of it may have passed through
her mind, who can tell? She was old; her generation was over; not one of
those who had been with her in her youth was with her now. Alone, a
spectator of the works and ways that were not as her ways and works, she
had been keenly looking on and criticising the younger world around for
many a day. She had seen the boy born whose remains were now carried
before her; she had almost seen his father born. Yet she was here, still
a keen spectator, looking on while that young representative of the race
was laid among their ancestors.
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