“Yes, papa,” said Marjory, with a little start; and a minute after,
Fanshawe, at the window, saw the old man go out, with his head upon his
breast, to the misty cliff that lay before the windows.
He stood still there for some moments, with his tall figure relieved
against the forlorn blackness of the waves and the woolly mist, his
white hair and the skirts of his coat blowing in the wind; and then he
took the rocky path down the side of the cliff, which led to the beach.
It seemed to be natural that he should choose such a day to go abroad
in, a hopeless day, when the sun and the light were obscured, when the
wind searched to the marrow of the bones, and the mist crept into the
throat, and the sea moaned and complained among its rocks.
Fanshawe stood and watched him as long as he could see him. The very air
and water seemed to sigh “Waes me!” like the old serving-man who loved
the house.
“Mr. Fanshawe,” said Marjory, from the recess, “is there anything to be
done for you? We are dull, and we cannot help it. None of us are good
for anything. I should like to ask you to walk with us; but it is an
easterly haar, and that is bad on our coast; and riding would be still
worse; and it is too late, even if the weather were not so bad, to go to
St. Andrews, as Uncle Charles proposed--”
“Never mind me,” said Fanshawe, with some shame. “You must think me a
man of few resources, and so, I fear, I am. I am good for nothing. I
have got out of the way of reading. It is a horrible confession, but it
is true. The only thing that suggests itself to me on such a day is, if
not to walk, yet to talk.”
“Let us talk, then,” said Marjory, closing the blotting-book in which
she had been writing her letters.
She said it, he thought, with a sort of half contempt, as if this
insignificant occupation of talk was a kind of idleness, and beneath
her ordinary activity; and then, as was natural after such a conclusion
had been come to, a dead silence supervened. Mr. Fanshawe broke it with
a laugh.
“I fear you despise talking,” he said; “and conversation is a thing
which cannot be done of _malice prepense_. May we have some music
instead? There is music enough there in your case to last a life-time,
much less an afternoon.”
“Music!” said Marjory, somewhat startled. “To be sure,” she added, with
a smile, “music is not merry-making, as our poor folk fancy. It does not
need to be the voice of mirth; and now you suggest it, there are few
things that would express one’s feelings so well--the forlorn, confused,
oppressed--” She paused, with tears rising, which got into her throat
and her eyes, and stifled her words. “But I must not, Mr. Fanshawe. It
would shock everybody. My poor father would think me mad, and I cannot
tell what the servants would say. It would seem to them the very height
of heartlessness.”
“No, no,” said Mr. Charles, from his corner; “no, May, my dear; no
music. I could not put up with that.”
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