“It is all that fellow’s fault,” was Fanshawe’s comment, as he went back
to his bow-window, and sat down and looked out disconsolately upon the
leaden sea and the white choking mist. What was it to him whose fault it
was? But Marjory Heriot was the only thing he had to interest him, and
he took a great interest in all that affected her--for the moment at
least.
CHAPTER XI.
Marjory, I am sorry to say, thought nothing at all of the interest she
had excited; she was not so much as conscious of it; and she did not
even think of Fanshawe, who was rather an embarrassment than a comfort
to the household. She had been sinking into a certain calm, close as she
still was to the great misfortune which had befallen her family; but
time travels very quickly at such moments, and it already seemed ages to
her since she entered poor Tom’s sick-chamber, and since she saw him
die. She had been quieted by the calm of the silent Sunday after the
funeral; but her visitors had driven all her quiet away. When the
Minister had bidden her to be resigned, she had felt a wild impatience
fill her mind; she hastened to her own room, dismissing Milly, and then
threw herself upon her sofa, and wept as a child weeps. It was sorrow,
but it was not such sorrow as Marjory was capable of feeling. Her
brother had been dear to her; but he was not all in all to her.
Impatience, a painful sense of the narrowness of human sympathy, and the
imperfection of human good sense, mingled, in this little outburst, with
natural grief, and that painful pity with which, wherever no deep
religious sense of gain comes in, the death of a young man cut off in
his prime must be regarded.
Marjory’s mind was not one of those which are apt to speculate upon the
possibilities of damnation; but on the other hand, it was impossible to
think of poor Tom as an evangelical conqueror, a saint-like personage in
robes of white and crown of glory. He could not have reached that
height, poor fellow! and therefore the ache of pity with which his
sister thought of his early severance from all he had cared for, was
very sore and painful. The human comparison seemed to add an edge of
sharper pain to grief. His companions lived and flourished--and he was
gone. They had their easy mornings, their gay evenings, their sports and
amusements, and enjoyed them all with light hearts. In the papers that
very day, had been an announcement of the marriage of one of them--and
Tom was dead!
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