as to woo Isabell for his wife, as the letter implied? might not this be
a mere pretence. It seemed to Marjory that her brother was more likely
to have sinned vulgarly by that system of false promises which women
suppose men to make so lightly, than that he should have seriously
intended to introduce such a mistress to the old house. Which would be
worst? There could not be a purer-minded woman than she who pondered,
with an aching heart and burning cheeks, this odious question. Was it
possible there could be a question on the matter? Marjory hated herself
for hesitating--yet there was something to be said on both sides;--that
he should have meant well and honourably would be better for Tom--but
for the race, the house--
The ingenuous reader will be disgusted with Marjory, as Marjory was with
herself; but notwithstanding, the fact remains which we are obliged to
record. She got rid of the dilemma with an impatient sigh, disowning it,
refusing to answer her own question; and plunged into her additions,
which were not much less painful. Oh! to carry that woeful list to Tom’s
father! to be obliged to set in order the record of poor Tom’s
prevarications (what a hard word _lies_ is--yet sometimes the right one)
and extravagances, and the unhappy meanness which must always mingle
with extravagance--how it made her heart ache! She sat through half the
night preparing that miserable list, and thinking of the other matter
which was equally miserable in whatever light it was contemplated. It
was two o’clock in the morning, when with her head and her heart alike
throbbing with pain, she rose and went to her window and looked out upon
the night. It was very dark; she could hear the monotonous rising and
falling of the sea, sometimes like a long drawn sob, sometimes sharp
like a cry, as it beat and splashed upon the rocks. “The moaning of the
homeless sea.” How many people listening to it all over the world put
their own weariness, and sadness, and discouragement into that great
and ceaseless voice! Between the black sky and the black water, both
cheerless and dismal, Marjory felt as if she stood alone, with no one to
help her. The world was asleep--all human sympathy was closed up in
unconsciousness. Was that other poor soul, that foolish creature, that
Isabell, waking somewhere too, and wondering, wearying in her ignorance?
Just then a revolving light, far off, sent a sudden steady, yet
momentary, flash across the dark water. It was as well known to her as
her own name--yet somehow at that moment it was unexpected, and flashed
across the waves to her like a word of consolation. At the same moment,
Marjory saw what she had not seen before, a figure standing out upon the
cliff, turned with its back to the sea as if gazing up at the house. It
seemed to her, for the moment, like a ghostly visitor, and gave her a
little thrill of terror. Then she turned away with a nervous laugh. The
red sparkle of the cigar, and something in the outline of the figure,
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