But even after the visitors were gone, Verna could not shake off this
uncomfortable impression. She went about all day with the words echoing
through her head, and filling her with a hundred fancies. As it
happened, both the children were ailing with some innocent baby-ailment.
Verna went to look at them a dozen times in the course of the evening;
she felt their foreheads and their pulses, and gave them their medicine
with her own hands. Their father and uncle, both vigorous young men, had
been cut off within a few weeks of each other; and why should these tiny
children escape the dangers to which so many stronger people succumbed?
The next heir! What loss, what misery and ruin, was in the suggestion!
The poor little babies themselves and their mother seemed to Verna to
have but a secondary part in it; but to herself, it would be
destruction--an end of all her hopes--at once of the actual and of the
ideal. She put the plans in the fire that very night with heroic
resolution, and blotted out from her mind those dreams of a great
drawing-room, and even of a snug bed-chamber, sheltered from all the
winds, in which she had indulged. These were glorious visions, but they
were not worth the risking of her power and influence. She said to
herself that she knew when to draw back, as well as when to advance, and
spoke of them no more.
Meanwhile young Hepburn, much against his will, had felt that decorum
bound him to take his departure when the Murrays did; and
notwithstanding various signs from Matilda, propriety prevailed. He
walked down towards Comlie with the Minister and his wife; and, as usual
in such cases, his virtue was very indifferently rewarded.
“I hear you are a great deal at Pitcomlie, Mr. Hepburn,” Mrs. Murray
said, looking at him.
She had never addressed him so formally before. That painful attempt to
convert Johnnie into John, which we have all of us made when the
Johnnies of our acquaintance grew into men, had been her greatest effort
hitherto; but now she looked him in the face with a disapproval which
there could be no mistake about; and he felt the chill, being highly
sympathetic and susceptible to all the risings and fallings of the
spiritual thermometer.
“Yes,” he said, uneasily; annoyed to find himself blush, and with a
desperate attempt at carelessness. “Sometimes I can do little things for
them; they don’t know anybody, nor the ways of the country--”
“That is very well seen,” said Mrs. Murray, with emphasis; “but Mrs.
Charles is very pretty,” she added; “a bonnie creature! and that goes
further than anything else with some folk. Men are so easily led away,”
she went on, reflectively; “even my old Doctor, that is a very wise man
in his generation, and should know better--”
“What are you saying about me, Mary?”
“I was saying you were wiser than most men, Doctor,” said the Minister’s
wife, “and yet not so wise but what you are led away by a bonnie face,
like other men.”
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