“After all, I have a right to go where I please,” he said to
himself--which was as true as anything could be, yet did not reveal a
comfortable state of mind. “And I do not know how they could get on
without me,” he added, also to himself, a whole hour after, with a gleam
of complacency in the midst of his uneasiness. But he was not prepared
to give up his allegiance to Marjory, or to meet again even in
imagination the smile with which she had recognised his first
infidelity. He wanted still, like so many other people, to keep both
delights, his ideal and his foolish fancy, both together. Indeed, it may
be said that Mrs. Murray’s threat had as serious an effect upon Johnnie
Hepburn as that other appalling threat of another heir had upon Verna.
Both of them felt, with a thrill of alarm, that their position was an
assailable--nay, a dangerous--one, and that it was impossible to tell
what an hour might bring forth. And both of them were moved
instantaneously to the adoption of a more prudent course. Verna
sacrificed her plans for the new wing, and Johnnie sacrificed the
enervating delight of another hour’s philandering. Thus they propitiated
Fate; which, however, seldom accepts such sacrifices. The chief sufferer
by these prudential measures was Matilda, who, being impervious at once
to reason and to sentiment, did not understand her sister, and was much
annoyed by the withdrawal of her attendant, who amused her, if nothing
more. She was the person really sacrificed, and that without seeing any
reason for it. She yawned through the afternoon, until benign Providence
sent her a soft slumber, which carried her through the time till dinner;
and certainly it was hard, though natural, that she, the only one who
had no responsibility, should thus be made the principal victim.
CHAPTER XI.
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