“You were always her support and comfort,” said Marjory, taking her
hand, and with tears in her eyes.
“Was anything else possible? I kent our Bell, ay, better than my mother.
She was aye delicate. She never could stand what I could stand. She
would aye read her book when she had a moment--no like me that am just a
country lass--and oh, so bonnie! When gentlemen came by, they would make
errands for a drink of water, or to warm their feet, or to light a
cigar, or the like of that, just for the sake of a good look at her. Mr.
Heriot was a pleasant gentleman. He had aye a good excuse. He would have
this question and that to ask my mother, as if it was her he was
wanting. The Lord forgive him,” cried Agnes, “if he meant to deceive!
for he is dead and gone, and canna be punished--and I wouldna wish him
to be damned for ever and ever, though he would weel deserve it, richly
deserve it--if he wanted to deceive!”
Notwithstanding all her interest and all her sympathy, this was hard for
Marjory’s proud spirit. She moved uneasily in her chair, she grew hot
and flushed, her brow contracted, her foot beat upon the carpet.
“He did not mean to deceive,” she cried, impatiently. “I know he did
not. He thought he had told me. Such a thing was not possible--”
“I hope so,” said Agnes, composing herself. “But he kept Bell without a
written word, not so much as a ‘wife’ in his letters, nor signing
himself her husband--no a single word. They had good reason to think
she was deceived. And the little bairn was no sooner born--ye havena
seen him, Miss Heriot; he’s like your bonnie little sister with the gold
hair--than a friend saw in the papers that Mr. Heriot was dead in
England. Oh, that terrible time! Sickness is ill, and grief’s warse, and
shame the warst of a’; but a’ three at once upon one bit delicate head,
a’ three! and neither consolation nor support, neither pity nor
fellow-feeling! Ye may think I’m whiles no very civil nor respectful to
them that’s above me. I canna help it; my heart’s bitter at you
a’--bitter! bitter!--at them that lead the poor and simple astray, and
leave them to bear the wyte--them that go away and enjoy themselves, and
live--or even that go and die--and leave other folk behind to pay the
price. It’s them I hate.”
“But the people who could have proved all this?” said Fanshawe. “Surely
you speak too strongly. If there are people who can prove it, why blame
Mr. Heriot? He was snatched away from this life; he had not time for
anything. But if it rests on the testimony of witnesses--”
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