In return for all this, they sometimes gave us an old collar, a silk
apron, a soiled ribbon, or broken parasol—and once, when my parents
visited them, they sent us a trunk full of rubbish, among which was
Fielding’s “Tom Jones!” This my grandmother cautiously took from the
trunk with the _tongs_ and threw into the fire, thereby creating in me
so great a desire for a knowledge of its contents, that, on the first
occasion which presented itself, I gratified my curiosity, feeling, when
I had done so, that my grandmother was right in disposing of the volume
as she did. Dear old lady! her aversion to everything savoring of
fiction was remarkable, and when not long since a certain _medium_
informed me that she, my grandmother, was greatly distressed to learn
that I had so far degenerated as to be _writing a book_, I thought
seriously of giving up my project at once, and should probably have done
so, had not another _medium_ of still greater power than the first
received a communication, stating that, after due reflection, my
grandmother had concluded that “I might continue the story called Meadow
Brook, provided I showed off my Aunt Harding and her two daughters in
their true character.” So, as a dutiful child, it becomes me to tell how
my father, who was warmly attached to my Uncle Thomas, lent him money
from time to time, and signed notes to the amount of several thousand
dollars, never once dreaming that in the end _he_ would be ruined, while
my uncle, influenced by his more crafty wife, managed in some
unaccountable way to maintain nearly the same style of living as
formerly; and if his proud daughters ever felt the ills of poverty, it
was certainly not apparent in the rich silks and costly furs which they
continued to sport.
It was a terrible blow to us all, but upon no one did it fall so heavily
as upon my father, crushing him to the earth, and rendering him nearly
as powerless as is the giant oak when torn from its parent bed by the
wrathful storm. The old homestead was endeared to him by a thousand
hallowed associations. It was the home of his boyhood, and around the
cheerful fires, which years ago were kindled on its spacious
hearth-stone, he had played with those who long since had passed from
his side, some to mingle in the great drama of life, and others to that
world where they number not by years. There, too, in his early manhood
had he brought his bride, my gentle mother, and on the rough bark of the
towering maples, by the side of his own and his brothers’ names, were
carved those of his children, all save little Jamie, who died ere his
tiny fingers had learned the use of knife or hammer. No wonder, then,
that his head grew dizzy and his heart sick as he thought of leaving it
forever; and when at last the trying moment came, when with trembling
hand he signed the deed which made him homeless, who shall deem him
weak, if he laid his weary head upon the lap of his aged mother and wept
like a little child?
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