She was a chubby, rosy-cheeked woman, apparently thirty-five years of
age. Her eyes were very black, and she had a habit of frequently
shutting them, so as to show off the long, fringed eyelashes. On the
whole, I thought, she was quite prepossessing in her appearance, an
opinion, however, which I changed ere long; for by the time I reached
her, there was a dark cloud on her brow, evidently of displeasure or of
disappointment. Still she was very polite, offering me her jewelled
hand, and saying, “Miss Lee, I suppose. You are welcome to Georgia
then;” after an instant, she added, “You don’t look at all like I
thought you would.”
I was _uglier_ than she expected, I presumed, and the tears started to
my eyes as I replied, “I wrote to you that I was very plain, but after a
little I shall look better; I am tired now with travelling.”
A strange, peculiar smile flitted over her face, while she intently
regarded me as if to assure herself of my sanity. I was puzzled, and in
my perplexity I said something about returning home, if my looks were so
disagreeable. “They were used to me there, and didn’t mind it,” I said;
at the same time leaning my head against the vine-wreathed pillars, I
sobbed aloud. Lithe as a kitten, little Jessie sprang up behind me, and
winding her arms around my neck, asked why I cried.
“Did ma make you cry?” she said. “Uncle Dick says she makes all the
governesses cry.”
“Jessica, Jessica, get down this moment,” said the lady. “I did not
intend to hurt Miss Lee’s feelings, and do not understand how I could
have done so. She is either acting a part, or else she strangely
misunderstands me.”
I never acted a part in my life, and, somewhat indignant, I wiped away
my tears and asked “what she meant.”
There was the same smile on her face which I had noticed before, as she
said, “Do you really think yourself ugly?”
Of course I did. I had never thought otherwise, for hadn’t I been told
so ever since I was a child no larger than Jessie, and the impression
thus early received had never been eradicated. Thus I answered her, and
she believed me, for she replied, “You are mistaken, Miss Lee, for
however plain you might have been in childhood, you are not so now.
Neither do I understand how with those eyes, that hair and brow, you can
think yourself ugly. I do not believe you meant to deceive me, but, to
tell the truth, I am disappointed; but that cannot now be helped, and
we’ll make the best of it.”
Perfectly astonished, I listened to her remarks, giving her the credit
of meaning what she said, and for the first time in my life, I felt as I
suppose folks _must_ feel who think they are handsome! After this little
storm was over, she evidently exerted herself to be agreeable for a few
moments, and then rather abruptly asked me how old I was.
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