Here her voice was drowned by the others, all of whom united in
declaring him the “berry best mass’r in Georgy.” This did not, of
course, tend in any way to diminish the interest which I felt in the
stranger; and, ere I was aware of it, I found myself anticipating his
return almost as anxiously as the negroes themselves.
It was dark when we reached Cedar Grove; and as there was company in the
parlor, I went immediately to my room. I had not been there long,
however, when a servant was sent up, saying, that “Mrs. Lansing wished
me to come down and play.”
This was an ordeal which I greatly dreaded; for, from what I had seen of
Mrs. Lansing, I knew she would criticise my performance closely; and
fearing inability to acquit myself at all creditably, I trembled
violently as I descended to the parlor, which was nearly full of
visitors.
“Miss Lee, ladies,” said Mrs. Lansing, at the same time motioning
towards the music-stool as the seat I was expected to occupy.
There was a film before my eyes as I took my post and nervously turned
over the leaves of a music-book; which, by the way, was wrong side up,
though I didn’t know it then! I have heard much of _stage fright_, and
sure am I. that never did poor mortal suffer more from an attack of that
nature than did I during the few moments that I sat there, trying to
recall something familiar, something which I knew I could play. At last,
when the patience of the company seemed nearly exhausted, I dashed off
at random, playing _parts_ of two or three different tunes, changing the
key as many times, using the load pedal when I should have used the
soft, and at last ending with the most horrid discord to which my ears
ever listened. The audience were, undoubtedly, thunderstruck, for they
spoke not for the space of a minute; and, with a feeling of desperation,
I was about to make a second effort, hoping thereby to retrieve my
character, when Mrs. Lansing said, in a cold, sarcastic voice, “That
will do, Miss Lee; we are perfectly satisfied.” Then, turning to a
haughty-looking young lady who sat by the window, she continued: “Come,
Miss Porter; you certainly can’t refuse to favor us, _now_.”
With a very consequential air, for which I could not blame her, Miss
Porter took my place, and, without any apparent effort, killed my poor
performance outright; for she executed admirably some of the most
difficult music. When she had finished, the ladies rose to go, Mrs.
Lansing following them to the door, and whispering (I know she did)
something about “her being humbugged again.”
When she returned to the room, I stole a glance at her face, which was
very red, and indicative of anything but good will towards me. I felt
the hot tears rising, but when, with a bang, she closed the piano, and
turning towards me, demanded “how long I had taken music lessons,” I
forced them back, and answered promptly, “five quarters.”
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