“You are _blue_ to-night, and have been so for several days. What is the
matter?” he asked, at the same time throwing his arms around my waist
with his olden familiarity.
Quickly remembering himself, however, he withdrew it, saying as he did
so, “I beg your pardon, Miss Lee. I am so in the habit of taking such
liberties, that I forgot myself!” and he moved off a little distance. I
could have cried with vexation, for though it might have been improper,
I was perfectly willing to sit there with his arm around me! It might
have dispelled all idea of the “LEE SEMINARY” of which I was to be
Principal! But he gave me no such opportunity, and folding his arms as
if to keep them in their place, he continued, “But tell me, Miss Lee,
what _is_ the matter. You do not seem yourself?”
It was perfectly proper for me to tell him, I thought, and very
deliberately I unfolded to him my plan of returning home within a week
of Mrs. Lansing were willing, which I was sure she would be, as she had
never been quite satisfied with my acquirements. When I had finished
speaking, I turned towards him, not to see what effect my words had
produced, for I had not the most remote idea that he would care. Great
then was my surprise, when I saw the blank expression of his face, which
looked darker than ever. Starting up, he walked two or three times
rapidly across the little arbor, and then resuming his seat, said
gently, “Have you been unhappy here, Miss Lee?”
I could hardly repress my tears as I told him how much I liked the south
land, and how I should hate to leave it.
“Why then do you do so?” he asked; and I answered “I can do more good at
home; nobody likes me here.”
He came nearer to my side, as he said, “Nobody likes you! oh, Rose,
there is _one_ at least who more than likes”——
It was the first time he had ever called me _Rose_, and it thrilled me
with an indefinable emotion; but so impressed was I with the idea of his
engagement with Ada, that I never dreamed of interpreting his words, as
I now think he meant I should; and ere he could say more, I interrupted
him with, “Yes—little Jessie loves me, I know, and when I think of her,
I would fain stay.”
Still nearer to me he came, as he said, “And think you Jessie is the
only one who loves you?”
If ever Mrs. Lansing’s belief that I was _non compos mentis_ was
verified, it was then; for with the utmost stupidity I answered, “Why,
no; _Halbert_ likes me, but both he and Jessie will forget me when I am
gone, and learn to love another.”
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