Only for a moment, however, did Dr. Clayton listen, and then laying his
head upon the pillow beside that of Rose, who, wearied with her story,
had fallen asleep, he wept as he had never wept before, not even when he
saw creeping over her the shadow of death. Turn which way he would,
there was naught before him save the darkness of despair; and as wave
after wave broke over him, his mind went backward to the time when she
might have been his—when he could have gathered her to his bosom—and in
piteous accents he cried aloud, “My punishment is greater than I can
bear.”
But as the fiercest storm soonest expends its fury, so he ere long grew
calm and capable of sober, serious thought. Rosa Lee was very dear to
him, and to have possessed her love, he would have given almost
everything; but as that could not be, ought he to stand in the way of
her happiness? He knew she was deceived, for he remembered many things
he had seen in Mr. Delafield, which, though he had not thought of it
then, convinced him now that her affection was reciprocated; and should
he not tell her so, and at the same time disclose to Richard the true
state of affairs? Rosa’s quiet, unobtrusive, and rather reserved manner
had misled Richard, no doubt, or he would long ere this have declared
his love.
“Yes, God helping me, I _will_ do right,” he said aloud, clasping his
hands over his feverish brow. “I will watch by her until _his_ return,
and then committing her to his care I will leave her forever.”
There was a movement at his side—Rose was dreaming, and she uttered the
name of _Richard_, while, with a shiver, the doctor stopped his ears and
shut out the hated sound. In a moment she awoke and asked for water. It
was brought, but he no longer supported her in his arms—no longer
smoothed back the tangled curls from her brow, or kissed her white lips.
“She is not mine, and it were wrong to caress her now,” he thought, and
his tears fell upon her face as he laid her gently back upon the pillow.
Wonderingly she gazed upon him, and lifting her hand, wiped his tears
away, asking why he wept.
“Heaven help me from going mad,” he exclaimed aloud, as he walked to the
window, where for a long time he stood, trying to school himself for the
part he was to act.
He succeeded at last, and never did a tender brother watch more
carefully over a darling sister than did he over her during the few days
which elapsed ere Mr. Delafield’s return. He was alone with her when he
came, and with comparative calmness he greeted his rival, who, as we
have before stated, was surprised at the change in his looks.
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