The shock was too much for me in my weak state. A faintness stole over
me, and if I obeyed his command, it was because I could not help it!
When I returned to consciousness, Richard’s arms were around me, and my
head was resting upon his bosom, while he whispered to me words which I
leave to the imagination, as I dare not give them to the world, lest he
(_Uncle Dick_ I call him) should be angry in his way, and I have learned
to be a very little afraid of him since that morning when on board the
steamer Delphine we sat and talked together of the past.
Wonderingly I listened while he told me how long he had loved me—how
once he had thought to tell me of his love, but the manner in which I
answered his leading question disheartened him, for he feared his
affection was not returned—how it had filled his heart with bitter grief
when he saw me about to marry another—how his sister had deceived him or
he should have spoken to me then—and how in a moment of temptation when
he stood over my pillow he had asked that I might die, for he would far
rather that death should be his rival than a fellow man. Then as he
thought how near I had been to the dark valley he shudderingly drew me
closer to his side and told me how he had wondered at Dr. Clayton’s
leaving me so abruptly and how sometimes when a ray of hope was
beginning to dawn upon him, it had been chilled by my manner, which he
now understood.
“You cannot conceive,” said he in conclusion, “what my feelings were
yester morn when I bade you adieu, nor yet can you comprehend the
overwhelming delight I experienced when I read that letter and felt that
you would at last be mine.”
When he had ceased to speak I took up the story and told him of all my
own feelings, and that nothing would ever have induced me to think for a
moment of becoming Dr. Clayton’s wife, but the belief that he was
engaged to Ada, a story which I told him his sister affirmed when I went
to her for counsel.
“And so Angeline played a double part,” said he, sighing deeply; “I
never thought she could be guilty of so much deception, though I have
always known she was averse to my marrying any one.”
Of Ada he said that never for a moment had he been engaged to her. “She
is to me like a sister,” said he, “and though I know she has many
faults, I am greatly attached to her, for we have lived together many
years. She was committed to my care by her father and I shall always be
faithful to my trust. And if, dear Rose, in the future, circumstances
should render it necessary for her to live with us, shall you object?
She cannot harm you now.”
He had talked to me much of his love, but, not a word before had he said
of my sharing his home at Sunny Bank, so I rather coquettishly answered,
“You talk of my living with you as a settled matter, and still you have
not asked me if I would.”
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