England -- Fiction; Love stories; Singers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was this that he meant to satisfy himself about. He could not rest
till he knew she was in good hands, Many a time since he had bidden her
goodbye on the heath, he had blamed himself for letting the girl run
such a risk as to tramp to London alone, even though it meant freedom
for her. At night he would lie awake wondering where she was, if she
had managed to reach London without mishap, or if she had changed her
mind and had found a home nearer at hand. Was she starving, or dying of
cold?
He could hardly bear his thoughts at these times, and when poor little
Steve had breathed his last, without a word Jem left his uncle and
aunt, and went in search of Meg, paying his way by doing odd jobs,
generally in the way of carpentering, for which he had a natural talent.
He had traced her from place to place and had arrived at Elminster
meaning to stay only a few days. But a chance word had changed his
mind, and he got work at a carpenter's shop, the owner of which
happened at that moment to be in great need of men.
And now his search had been rewarded. He had found Meg, and had
satisfied himself that she was well and happy—was that to be the end?
As Jem turned back to his work, his next move filled his mind. He had
never thought what the result to himself would be should he find Meg in
comfortable circumstances. It was a new situation; it would have to be
thought out. But he made up his mind quickly on one point; he would not
let Meg know of his proximity until he had settled what steps he should
next take. He would wait and see.
But that one glimpse of the girl convinced him that during the two
years of separation, Meg had travelled far ahead of him. She was no
longer a girl to take care of, but a woman to serve. He felt her to be
so far above him, that he could, hardly imagine himself touching her
hand, or talking in the least freely to her. The knowledge brought pain
with it.
As he put his tools into his bag and made his way, in company with his
companion, out of the Court, a great depression took hold of him. He
felt as if he had buried someone—his hope, on which he had lived ever
since that day of the thunder storm on the heath, lay dead. He had lost
"Meg of the heather" for good, and in her place had found a queen; one
whom he might reverence and serve, but could never possess as his own.
* * * * * *
Sheila was not satisfied with the platform. She insisted on some small
alteration being done and Jem was sent over again from Elminster to do
it. He arrived only about an hour before the concert began.
Meg and Sheila were dressing and he caught no sight of either one or
the other. But knowing that Meg was to sing, after finishing his work,
he lingered about the lanes outside the Court in the hope of hearing
once more the voice which he had loved of old.
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