England -- Fiction; Love stories; Singers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Jem groaned. He had imagined that to see her happy and cared for, would
satisfy him, but he had deceived himself. As he stood and looked at
her, he felt he could not do without her—and he groaned, as he became
aware that she could never be part of his life again. She did not want
him. Had he had a suspicion that she was in difficulty or need he would
have taken no time in making her aware of his presence, but that happy
smile and those shining eyes were a death knell to his hopes: for he
loved her too much to disturb her in any way, or to come between her
and happiness. If Meg became aware of his proximity he knew her well
enough to be sure that she would welcome him. But to make himself known
to her would put her in an awkward position and perhaps disturb her
peaceful existence. He was not going to be such a brute as to run a
chance of doing this. So he listened hungrily to her singing and drank
in every expression of her face.
Suddenly the song stopped and a loud clapping told him that others
beside him knew how to appreciate her voice. His heart beat. Was this
to be the last of it? Was he to hear her voice no more?
But even before there was time to answer the question she had broken
out into "The Last Rose of Summer." Jem stood entranced.
Then it seemed to him that Meg looked straight into his eyes over the
heads of the people. Surely she had recognised him and was singing
directly to him and for him. It seemed like a call. Forgetful that he
was trespassing, forgetful of all his surroundings and of the grand
folk that sat in groups before the platform, he pushed through the
undergrowth, breaking branches on his way, vaulted the fence and made
for the platform.
Then he stopped still as if he had been struck. Was she—could she be
running away from him? Could it be true that Meg did not wish to see
him; did not want to remember her old life; preferred to drop her old
friend? Was it possible that he was nothing to her now?
He stood rooted to the spot. Then he saw a man servant coming towards
him. It was doubtless to inform him that he was trespassing.
He would not wait to be told that. He turned away, stumbling blindly
towards the road.
* * * * * *
Sheila stood and looked at the empty chairs and laughed bitterly. The
day that was to celebrate her triumph had closed in disappointment. Meg
had behaved shockingly. She had had no business to sing "The Last Rose
of Summer" without consulting her; and as for her final denouement! She
had acted like a common schoolgirl.
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