England -- Fiction; Love stories; Singers -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She rose and put a few remaining things in her bag, after which she
opened the wardrobe to select the plainest and most useful dress she
possessed. She chose a tweed coat and skirt, and before she closed
the cupboard she glanced for the last time at the lovely dresses that
Sheila had given her, smoothing them tenderly with her hand. She
wondered who would wear them now.
Then she unlocked her jewel case, and put away the locket and bangle
that she had worn the day before. They were marks of Sheila's former
love for her. She did not want to see them again and was determined to
take away nothing but what was absolutely necessary. No one should be
able to say that she had decamped with everything on which she could
lay her hands. Perhaps Sheila would suspect her now of behaving in this
kind of manner. She would give her no opportunity of so doing.
The hat was the difficulty. She could not find one quite suitable for
the kind of life which she knew would now have to be hers. But at last
she decided upon a shady white straw trimmed with a blue scarf.
Then she went to the door of Sheila's room and listened. As she stood
there the bitter unforgiving thoughts subsided. She remembered how the
girl had befriended her. How she had taken her in, though a complete
stranger, and showered gifts upon her. She remembered, too, when she
was feeling like a caged bird and longed for the freedom of the fields,
how Sheila's kiss had changed everything, how she had shared her
pleasures with her, and given her beautiful clothing and every comfort.
Meg stood weeping by the locked door, longing to open it and to beg
forgiveness for her harsh words of the day before, but she knew full
well that she would not be welcome, so turned away, and taking up her
small bag, noiselessly stole downstairs.
The house looked ghostly in the light of dawn, and its quietness made
the girl shiver. She unbolted the door into the garden shutting it
softly after her.
Once in the garden she lingered. A slight morning mist lay about the
distance, and the grass was glittering with dew at her feet. The
silence was absolute, till suddenly a lonely bird awoke and sang. In a
moment its song was answered by another, and before a minute had passed
there was a happy chorus of birds congratulating one another on a new
morning.
Meg, standing there in the dewy dawn, sighed. Even the birds spoke of
friendship and love. They all seemed to have a comrade to answer to
their call, while she had no one. The tears fell fast.
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