Memoir and Correspondence of Caroline HerschelHerschel, John, Mrs.
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Memoir and Correspondence of Caroline Herschel
Herschel, John, Mrs.
Herschel, Caroline Lucretia, 1750-1848
Sad as is the story of those last years of declining old age, while the
beloved brother lived we know that his sister’s life was full of
occupation. It is not until the cruel hour comes, and she knows that
death and the grave will soon claim him, that she allows the sense of
her own bitter desolation to find expression. When all was over, her
only desire seems to have been to hurry away. Hardly was he laid in his
grave than she collected the few things she cared to keep, and left for
ever the country where she had spent fifty years of her life, living and
toiling for him and him only. “If I should leave off making memorandums
of such events as affect, or are interesting to me, I should feel
like—what I am, namely, a person that has nothing more to do in this
world.” Mournful words: doubly mournful when we know that the writer had
nearly half an ordinary lifetime still between her and that grave which
she made haste to prepare, in the hope that her course was nearly run.
Who can think of her, at the age of seventy-two, heart-broken and
desolate, going back to the home of her youth in the fond expectation of
finding consolation, without a pang of sympathetic pity? She found
everything changed. In addition to those changes, for which she might
have been in some measure prepared, there were others of a kind to admit
of neither cure nor alleviation. The life she had led for fifty years
had removed her, she little guessed how much, from the old familiar
paths: her thoughts, her habits, all her ideas had been formed and
moulded in a totally different world: more bitter still, she found
herself alone in her great sorrow and quenchless love; pride in the
distinction reflected on themselves from relationship to the illustrious
astronomer was a miserable substitute for the reverential affection she
had looked to find for one of the kindest and most generous of brothers.
But the bitterest suffering of all was from a source which was, and ever
remained, beyond the reach of help. “You don’t know,” wrote one of Miss
Edgeworth’s sisters, “the blank of life after having lived within the
radiance of genius;” and this was the blank in which Miss Herschel
doomed herself not only to live, but to try to begin anew, when past
three score and ten. The extracts from her letters bear strong testimony
to the gallant struggle she made to find interests and occupations in
what those about her, as well as she herself, looked upon as a kind of
exile, and “Why did I leave happy England?” was often her cry, more
especially as time went on, and interest in her nephew and his family
came mercifully to fill the heart still so yearning and ready for
affection. When she heard the news of Sir John Herschel’s intended
departure for the Cape, she wrote, “Ja! if I was thirty or forty years
junger and could go too? in Gottes nahmen!” her interest in the science
to which she had devoted her best years never ceased, though she
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