Such occupations as these, with magistrate’s work, and field sports taken
in moderation, served to fill up his time, and would have satisfied most
men situated as he was. But he could never in all these years get the
notion quite out of his head (though it wore off later) that he was not
doing his fair share of work in the world, and was a useless kind of
personage, for whom no one was much the better but his wife and children,
and whom nobody but they would miss. This feeling showed itself in his
immense respect for those who were working in regular professions, and in
the most conscientious scrupulousness about taking up their time. Often
he has come to my chambers, and, after hurrying through some piece of
family business, has insisted on going away directly, though I might not
have seen him for a month, and was eager to talk on fifty subjects. The
sight of open papers was enough for him; and he had not practised long
enough to get the familiarity which breeds contempt, and to know how
gladly the busiest lawyer puts aside an Abstract, or Interrogatories in
Chancery, for the chance of a pleasant half-hour’s gossip.
I think, however, that I can show you clearly enough, in a very few
words, what his real work in the world was during these years, and how
perfectly unconscious he was that he was doing it faithfully. In 1857,
your grandfather had a dangerous attack of illness, from which he never
recovered. George was with him and nursed him during the crisis. As
soon as he was well enough to use a pen, he wrote as follows to Lady
Salusbury:—
“Amongst other things it occurs to me how much I have had to
thank God for through life, and how my family have always drawn
together in the way I wished them. And here I should be doing
injustice to George, if I did not in my own mind trace much
of this happy result to his quiet and imperceptible influence
as an elder brother, in many ways of which my wife and I were
not exactly cognizant at the time. Perhaps I am thinking
more about him just now as he was in his natural place as my
right-hand man when I was taken unwell; and when I say truly,
that neither his mother or I ever had even an unkind word or
disrespectful look from him since he was born, and that his
constant study through life, as far as we are concerned, has
been to spare us rather than give us trouble, and throw his
own personal interests over much more than we chose to allow
him, it is especially for the purpose of giving dear A—— (her
adopted daughter) a precedent to quote with her own lips in
the training of her own boys which I know will be particularly
acceptable to herself. It is the last theme on which he would
like to expatiate, but that such was my deliberate and true
opinion, will be, I doubt not, one of these days, a source of
satisfaction to them both, and to the children.”
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