Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Religion
Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.
Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Unitarians -- United States -- Biography; Ware, Mary L. (Mary Lovell), 1798-1849
The last night of the year, Mary made one of that great congregation
who listened to that discourse of HENRY WARE on the "Duty of
Improvement," which few who heard have forgotten, and of which one
hearer has said, "No words from mortal lips ever affected me like
those." We may conceive the emotions with which they were heard by her,
in whose mind religious concerns were always paramount, and who already,
as we have reason to believe, was compelled to feel a personal interest
in the preacher. For we now approach that event which is considered the
crisis of a woman's life, and which was certainly to change the whole
aspect of a life that was felt to be peculiarly insulated. But we may be
anticipating. No engagement yet existed, and in the letter written after
the services of the "last night" to one who was never forgotten on that
occasion, there is no allusion to new events, unless in the close.
"_Boston, December 31, 1826._
"Were I by your side, dearest N----, I might be able to satisfy
myself by talking; but when I think of committing to paper what
I wish to say to you, I am almost discouraged, and have a great
mind to give up the attempt. I do verily believe I should for
once play truant, and shut up my desk, did I not fear, should I
do so, that the ghost of the departing year would start up in
visible form before me and pronounce a fearful malediction upon
me for my apostasy. Indeed, so wedded am I to old customs, and
really superstitious about the fulfilment of certain vows, that
I should not dare to hope for peace or prosperity for the year
to come, if I allowed myself to yield to the tempter.
"When I look back only upon the past month, I feel as if it
were the work of an age to give you any idea of its interest;
and when the year, nay, years, of which I wish to speak come in
array before my mind's eye, it is not strange that I know not
how to begin, or how to confine myself to the limits of a sheet
of paper. You know, however, enough of the circumstances of the
past year to understand something of the feelings which this
period has brought with it. Perhaps I am inclined to exaggerate
the peculiarity of the events of my life, which, after all, may
have been no more exciting than every body meets with; but be
that as it may, there can be no harm in magnifying the
blessings. And as there is more hope of attaining a high degree
of excellence, if our standard of comparison be high (even if
it be beyond our reach), so I will hope that the more enlarged
is our estimate of our subjects for gratitude, the more deep
and heartfelt will our gratitude be. It does seem to me, that
no being can have _more_ for which to give thanks, than I have
in past and present blessings; and that no one can fall as far
short as I do of the effect that should follow such a belief.
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