Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
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Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.
Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Unitarians -- United States -- Biography; Ware, Mary L. (Mary Lovell), 1798-1849
"And now has come this new trial of my faith, this new test of
its reality, that there may be no hiding-place left for me, no
light wanting by which to search into the hidden recesses of
the spirit to 'see if there be any wicked way in it.' And
whatever may be the result of this strict scrutiny, am I not to
be thankful for it? Am I not to feel that it is indeed the
kindest love that subjects me to it? We feel it a privilege
that a child should have earthly parents to guide, counsel, and
correct it; and shall we not be grateful to that Heavenly
Parent who does the same in a far better manner? I would thank
God that he has by his past dispensations taught me the duty
and happiness of submission, so that I can bow to the rod, and
desire only to see how its chastisement is to be used and
improved. I have always looked upon the death of children
rather as a subject for joy than sorrow, and have been
perplexed at seeing so many, who would bear what seemed to me
much harder trials with firmness, so completely overwhelmed by
this, as is frequently the case. But I know that upon any point
in which we have had no personal experience we cannot form a
correct judgment, and therefore I have never had any definite
anticipations of its effect upon myself. I am thankful to find
that the general views upon which my former opinions have been
founded are not obscured by the flood of new emotions which
actual experience brings. I can resign my child into the hands
of its Maker, with as strong a belief as I ever had, that it is
a blessing to itself to be removed, 'untasked, untried,' from a
world in which the result of labor and trial is so doubtful. It
is a blessing to be taken from the care of ignorant, powerless
human teachers, to the guidance of higher and holier and
perfect instructors; so that its pure spirit will not now be
sullied by the pollutions of this degraded world, but go on
from glory to glory until it has attained the full measure of
the stature of a child of God.
"You know too well what are the hopes and enjoyments belonging
to the relation of parent and child, to require to be told how
hard it is to lay them all aside; and there was something in
the peculiar circumstances of the birth and life of this child,
which could not but give a peculiar character to our connection
with him. And so he has passed from us; but what a comfort to
know that we have not lost him! We had a visit from Dr.
Channing yesterday, in which he spoke so gloriously of the
honor of having given a child to heaven, as to elevate me far
above common considerations. But enough; think of us still as
happy.
"M. L. WARE."
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