Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
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Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.
Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Unitarians -- United States -- Biography; Ware, Mary L. (Mary Lovell), 1798-1849
"_December, 1842._ The going forth into the world for the first
time _alone_ is, it seems to me, the most trying point in the
existence of any one of any sensibility. But does not the very
difficulty of the case indicate the value of the experience?
Are not almost all the most valuable results of effort those
which require the greatest efforts for their attainment? The
higher the summit to which we would arrive, the more toilsome
must be the ascent. When by a prayerful, self-surrendering
spirit we have sought to learn the will of God concerning us,
shall we not believe that, into whatsoever path we may be led,
it must contain for us the discipline we need,--treasures of
experience, hidden perhaps at first, which will amply repay any
toil, any suffering, in the aid we shall derive from them in
our Christian progress?... We admire, we reverence, the spirit
which actuated Oberlin and Felix Neff, and many others of the
class of missionary spirits who have left all to do their
Master's work in the field he has appointed for them; but we do
not easily realize how much of the same spirit of
self-sacrifice is called for in what no one would think of
calling missionary ground, and which yet requires as much
surrender of earthly desire as their situations could, which
none but the All-seeing can know."
An event which all felt, at this time, was felt by none more than by
Mrs. Ware. We mean the death of Dr. Channing. The reader will remember
how much he had done for her in early life, not only as a public
teacher, but as a private friend, with whom her intercourse had been
frequent and perfectly free. For several years she had seen little of
him. And now, in her seclusion and comparative solitude, the unexpected
intelligence of his death moved her deeply. To a friend in Cambridge,
she writes: "You cannot imagine how trying it is to me, to know nothing
of Dr. Channing's sickness and death, except what the newspapers can
tell me. You know not the peculiar relation in which I have stood
towards him. Do in pity tell me what you know about the event. I cannot
realize it, I can scarcely believe it. There is so much to be thought of
in relation to such an event, that my mind is perfectly bewildered. I
cannot arrange my thoughts enough to give them utterance. But my heart
goes out toward those many dear friends who will feel his loss as I do.
One is tempted to say, 'What a loss to the world is the death of such a
man!' But such a man cannot die. How will his words have new power over
the hearts of those who read them, from the consciousness that the
spirit that uttered them already sees behind the veil, that his light
can never be put out, but will penetrate still more and more the inmost
recesses of men's souls! How will that last eloquent, touching appeal
for the Slave gain access to the coldest hearts, when it is remembered
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