Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
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Memoir of Mary L. Ware, Wife of Henry Ware, Jr.
Hall, Edward B. (Edward Brooks)
Unitarians -- United States -- Biography; Ware, Mary L. (Mary Lovell), 1798-1849
"It would have seemed dreadful to me had I anticipated passing
through such a scene with only two gentlemen, who a few months
before were perfect strangers to me; but it never passed my
mind that I was not with my nearest friends. I could not in
volumes tell you of all their kindness. It was one of the
striking testimonies of God's merciful care of me, that He
placed me with them. Indeed, His goodness towards me has been
most wonderful, and above all, that He has enabled me to feel
it continually; even in the awful stillness of that night I
never lost sight of it. I could feel as it were His arm beneath
me; and I can truly say I never experienced that fulness of
heavenly peace which results from undeviating confidence in
Him, which I then did. It was an hour of peculiar elevation
which I can never forget, and which I trust will ever be a
source of unfailing support, as it must be of gratitude. What
beside could have sustained me amidst its horrors? All that I
could call my own was departing from me, and I was standing as
it were alone in the universe; but I felt that I was the object
of His care who was all-sufficient, and I found in that
consciousness a calmness which nothing could move. I stood firm
and erect, though the storms of life seemed to have
concentrated their power to overthrow me, and I felt that the
Power which enabled me to do this would never forsake me, for
it was not my own. We may talk of the resolution and fortitude
which some possess, but what would it all be at such an hour?
Nothing,--less than nothing. I gave up all reliance upon
myself, or I should have utterly failed. Every thing was
directed with the utmost mercy. Even his unconsciousness, which
I thought at first I could not bear, was a mercy to him, for
how much was he spared by it; he could not have left me alone
without a severe struggle.
"I am now fixed for the winter, and shall soon feel, I doubt
not, as much at home as it is possible for me to feel; and if
the greatest kindness and affection that ever were shown to any
human being can make me happy, I shall be so, for I have it.
"With love, I am yours,
"M. L. P."
VI.
VISIT ABROAD.
Mary Pickard was now alone. Every member of her own family had gone, and
she had witnessed and smoothed the passage of every one. She had only
entered mature life, but her twenty-five years of experience and change
had been equal to double that period of common life. Already had she
learned the great truth, which to many comes late, if at all,--
"We live in deeds, not years; in thoughts, not breaths;
In feelings, not in figures on a dial."
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