Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Leland, Charles Godfrey, 1824-1903
We dined once with Mr. Washburne, who during dinner showed his extreme
goodness of heart in a very characteristic manner. Some foolish American
had during the _emeute_--in which I was to have been a leader, had I so
willed--got himself into trouble, not by fighting, but through mere
prying Yankee "curiosity" and mingling with the crowd. Such people
really deserve to be shot more than any others, for they get in the way
and spoil good fighting. He was deservedly arrested, and sent for his
Minister, who, learning it, at once arose, drove to the _prefecture_, and
delivered his inquisitive compatriot. On another occasion we were the
guests of J. Meredith Read, then our Minister to Athens, where we met
Prevost Paradol. But at this time there suddenly came over me a distaste
for operas, theatres, dinners, society--in short, of crowds, gaslight,
and gaiety in any form, from which I have never since quite recovered. I
had for years been fearfully overdoing it all in America, and now I was
in the reaction, and longed for rest. I was in that state when one could
truly say that life would be tolerable but for its amusements. It is
usual for most people to insist in such cases that what the sufferer
needs is "excitement" and "distraction of the mind," change of scene or
gaiety, when in reality the patient should be most carefully trained to
repose, which is not always easily done, for so very little attention has
been paid to this great truth, that even medical science as yet can do
very little towards calming nervous disorders. In most cases the trouble
lies in the presence, or unthinking heedless influence, of other people;
and, secondly, in the absence of interesting minor occupations or arts,
such as keep the mind busy, yet not over-excited or too deeply absorbed.
An important element in such cases is to interest deeply the patient in
himself as a vicious subject to be subdued by his own exertions. No one
who has _never_ had the gout severely can form any conception of the
terribly arrogant irritability which accompanies it. I say _arrogant_,
because it is independent of any voluntary action of the mind. I have
often felt it raging in me, and laughed at it, as if it were a chained
wild beast, and conversed with perfect serenity. Unfortunately, even our
dearest friends, generally women, cannot, to save their very lives and
souls, refrain from having frequent piquant scenes with such tempting
subjects; while, on the other hand, the subjects are often led by mere
vanity into exhibiting themselves as something peculiar. Altogether, I
believe that where there is no deeply seated hereditary or congenital
defect, or no displacement or injury from violence or disease, there is
always a cure to be hoped for, or at least possible; but this cure
depends in many cases so very much upon the wisdom and patience of
friends and physicians, that it is only remarkable that we find so many
recoveries as we do. Where the patient and friends are all really
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