Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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And Helen chafed unconsciously that William Oswald should be content
with this inglorious life. The humble teacher of the little girls of
Fendie aspired to a higher intellectual firmament; there were ambitious
hopes and dreams and wishes stirring in the bare school-room, enough to
have startled the little town out of its propriety; wishes, and dreams,
and hopes of a more daring kind than ever young lady in Fendie had
entertained before; and Helen Buchanan scarcely ranked as a young lady.
She was noticed by none of the magnates, and courted in no society--she
was simply the school-mistress; the people of Fendie, young and old,
would have been overwhelmed with astonishment to hear of her ambition.
But William Oswald knew it, and his temper agreed as little as her own
with the ease of inactivity. He was not the man to prefer the temporary
pleasure of even her society, greatly as he prized it, to the necessary
work of life; and he too had the upward tendency. He could not be
content with the easy indolent satisfaction of competence, and already
believing that the strong and vigorous youth within him was destined for
something nobler than the businesses or amusements of the little
country-town, his energy was stimulated by hers. They stood at this time
almost upon terms of mutual defiance, yet each unconsciously
supplemented the strength and had a share in all the secret purposes of
the other. Their own individual combat was close and exciting, yet in
the very act of resisting they invigorated each other for their several
wrestles with the world without. They were neither of a very peaceable
nature; it suited them to manage their wooing so.
But William’s plans were laid. He had determined to return to Edinburgh
to practise his profession. When he had won an independent position and
name for himself--and to do that was of itself an end worth striving
for--he felt that he should be much more likely to overcome the
obstinate opposition of his father. The banker was proud of his family,
and William, a known man, occupying a standing ground honourably
acquired by his own exertions, might expect to be differently treated
from William the unknown who had no other position than that which
belonged to Mr Oswald’s son.
His mother assented with a sigh; she foresaw a different end to the
romance of her son’s youth. He also, the cold voice of experience
prophesied, would learn to approve those views of worldly wisdom, would
forget the generous impulses of young life--would acquiesce in the
prudent decisions of his father. Mrs Oswald too was prudent; but her
heart shrank from beholding the film of calculating foresight fall upon
the frank vision of her only son. She could almost have chosen the
imprudent marriage sooner than the chill wisdom which would make it
impossible.
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