Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Bildungsromans; Scotland -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Youth -- Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The expected company began to arrive. A faint colour rose on the calm
cheek of the youthful hostess as she received them, and the young
representative of the Mossgray Graemes felt the ingenuous blood glow in
his face as eye after eye fell upon him, and acquaintance after
acquaintance was made. He felt that there was great consideration paid
him, and that, however matters might eventually be decided, it was very
clear that these dignified landed people looked upon him, Halbert
Graeme, as the heir of Mossgray.
Helen Buchanan, feeling very shy and proud, and _de trop_, sat by
herself in a corner. Near enough for her to hear every word of their
conversation, were a group of ladies, old and young, whose glances fell
upon her often, but who took no further notice of the humble guest.
Girls were among them, gay and confident--mothers, kindly and
solicitous, but all looked at her with cold, criticising eyes, and no
one said a word of courtesy, or made the slightest attempt to admit her
within their circle. They knew her very well; some had been specially
introduced to her by her friend Lilias, who was at present occupied with
other guests, yet they all suffered her to sit alone and in silence like
a Pariah, while their cheerful, animated conversation went on so near.
The proud heart swelled bitterly as she listened; for Helen had
unconsciously attached importance to this invitation, and accepted it
with a flutter of the heart. The disappointment was very painful; it
brought the melancholy of her temperament upon her: had it not been for
the bulwark of her pride, Helen, out of those downcast, indignant,
gleaming eyes, could have shed bitter tears.
Her own shy frankness, which could not rest till it had established
terms of kindly intercourse with all who came near her, and the pain it
gave herself to see any one uneasy, made her feel the slight the more.
So well it would have become one of those comely mothers to spread the
shield of their protection over the stranger--so seemly it would have
been for the well-endowed and many-friended girls beside her to have
helped her with the frank friendship of youth. Helen drew back into her
corner, and felt the pain of being alone in all its bitterness. She did
not know that the gracious courtesy of which she thought, was a thing,
like genius, born and not made--a gift in which the ignoble have no
part.
The Reverend Robert Insches was there. He hovered about the group at
Helen’s side, but he did not come near herself. She felt his desertion
also a little. The Reverend Robert would have cheered her loneliness
with all his heart, but he saw no other person who condescended to seek
the society of the plebeian schoolmistress of Fendie; and the Reverend
Robert was also by origin plebeian, and trembled for his acquired
position. So he dared not draw all eyes upon himself, by volunteering
the attention which no one else seemed inclined to give.
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