Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Mrs Buchanan had a good deal of anxiety about the position and prospects
of her daughter. People began to speak of those constant visits of the
minister, and now, when it seemed likely that some decision must
speedily be come to, Mrs Buchanan began to think remorsefully of the
long-tried familiar friend, whose place in their little household Mr
Insches seemed so resolute to take. Yet she liked Mr Insches; she liked
him for the simple, natural character which the influence of Helen
seemed to draw forth more naturally and simply every day; she liked him,
even for the faults which he could not hide; and most of all she liked
him because he had fallen from his hobby--had lost his depth--and
because it was no longer in his power to pretend that he could elevate
that lofty head of his, and take his assiduities away. Besides it would
be so very suitable; the modest dignity of his place, equal to the
richest yet within the reach of the very poor--its necessary literature
and necessary benevolence, which the good mother fancied would suit so
well the delicate, impulsive, variable spirit of her only child: all
these things increased her desire to see the suit of Mr Insches
successful,--and yet--we are inconsistent always, we human folk--the
gentle Mrs Buchanan looked wistfully at the address of the Edinburgh
newspaper which he sent her constantly, and wondered how William would
feel if he saw the new occupant of his long-accustomed corner. She did
not like, in her kind inconsistency, to come to any distinct explanation
with her daughter; often she spoke of Mr Insches, and Helen sometimes
blushed as she listened; but the blush now was painful and uneasy. Mrs
Buchanan became very anxious--desiring, and yet not desiring that this
should come to some definite end.
Helen too felt her position very painful; night after night the Reverend
Robert was there, with his good looks, his good mind, and the little
sparks of temper which diversified and animated them. Week after week
passed away, and she saw or heard nowhere but in the newspaper the name
of William Oswald. She began to have a disagreeable consciousness that
it was possible she might come to like this Reverend Robert, and she
began to be a little piqued and angry at his rival for suffering her to
remain so long ignorant of all his proceedings and feelings. Helen did
not remember then the very decided negative she had put upon his
proposal to write; she did not remember anything at that moment, in
exculpation of the resolute labourer toiling to the utmost of his stout
faculties in the distant city. She only felt impatient, inconsistent,
irritable; very much disposed to quarrel with the two candidates for her
favour, and still more offended with herself.
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