Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“My poor Lilias!” said the kind Mossgray--he could say nothing more.
And then, in her slow, painful way, she began to speak. It was so great
a grief to hear every distinct convulsive word as she uttered it, that
the old man could hardly gather their import while he listened. She did
not look at him now; her eyes were wandering through the vacant room,
opened widely, as though she dared not cast down their lids, and the
slow tide of her speech--those single words which came from her lips,
like so many life-drops from a heart, pained to the utmost the gentle
soul of Adam Graeme. She wanted to tell him that now she was alone--that
she had only one wish now, separate from Mossgray, and that was to see
his mother.
“My poor child,” said the old man, as Lilias came to this point, and
laboured with her convulsed utterance to articulate the words: “We will
speak of this another time when we _can_ speak of it; but now you must
rest.”
And when he spoke of rest she laid down her head upon her hands, and her
agony returned upon her.
“Lilias,” said the old man, “what if he had changed?--what if you had
learned that he was not what you believed him to be? Rather thank God
that bravely in honour and faith, he has been taken home; in the odour
and grace of youth, before evil days or stains came upon him. Lilias,
there are sorrows harder than yours--you shall find again him whom you
have lost. There are those who have lost, and shall find never more,
because they are parted not by this faithful and pure death, but by the
dark barriers of sin and change. Lilias, my good child!”
She did not hear him; the words fell on her ear indefinite as the sound
of the stream without, for words do not bring comfort to the desolate
heart of grief when the blow has fallen newly.
And then she went away again slowly and painfully to her own darkened
room. Halbert met her on the stair but she did not speak to him, and her
wan face, and deep mourning dress, awed the light-hearted Halbert into
reverential silence. He was not light-hearted then--he almost felt that
his own happiness was selfish in the presence of such grief.
And the old man paced heavily his large, low, study-room, thinking with
tender compassion of his ward, the orphan, and the widowed. It brought
back the days of his own pained and struggling youth, and he remembered
how gentle to him would have been this hand of death instead of the more
cruel stroke which laid his early dreams in the dust. He thought of Lucy
Murray and of her tears--tears which fell singly in their force and
bitterness like the words of Lilias; and he thanked God that rather thus
the stroke had fallen upon his child. She was now doubly his child--left
to him alone for care and succour--set apart from all the world.
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