Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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And Lilias was ill. After this long sinking in the deep waters of grief,
the fever of hope was too much for her. Large, cold drops stood upon her
white, shadowy forehead, her thin, wasted frame was shaken with sudden
pains, the mist of blindness was upon her eyes, and the slender arm
twined in Helen’s leaned so heavily--you could not have fancied there
was so much weight in the slight, drooping figure altogether as there
was in that one thin arm.
“And, Captain Alick,” said Hope, stepping forward bravely, “did you see
Peter Delvie in India? They have sent home word that he is dead; do you
think Peter is dead?”
“Why, I believe this is little Hope Oswald,” exclaimed Captain Alick,
shaking Hope’s hand energetically, and offering a salutation from which
Hope, immensely red and angry, withdrew in high disdain. “Why, Hope, you
are taller than Adelaide; and what a little thing you were when I went
away.”
“Will you tell me about Peter Delvie, Captain Fendie?” said Hope, with
some dignity.
“Who is Peter Delvie, Hope? I never saw him in India, I assure you. But
why do you never come to the Mount? I must come and see you myself one
of these days.”
Hope went away dissatisfied and sad. Nobody would care except for
themselves, nobody would attend to her inquiries, nobody would think of
the old man who had lost his only child.
Lilias was sitting on a low chair, bending her head down upon her knees,
as Mossgray looked in at the door of their usual sitting-room. Her face
was hidden in her hands; she did not see him.
Helen stood close beside her, holding one of those feverish, hot hands.
“Helen, it is very hard to bear,” said the broken Lily, “very terrible.
I thought I was patient, I thought I had learned to endure; but this
hope, this false, vain hope--I cannot bear it, Helen.”
Helen answered nothing; she only pressed gently the thin, trembling
fingers which lay in her own.
“And if it was true,” said Lilias, “they were many, very many; would you
have me hope that it was _him_--that _he_ was saved alone?”
And then the wan face was lifted, supplicating, begging to be
contradicted--instinct with its woeful entreaty that this hope which it
called false might be pronounced true.
“Will you not speak to me!” said poor Lilias. “Have you nothing to say
to me, Helen?”
“I cannot tell,” said the faltering voice of Helen. “I have heard of
very wonderful things; this may be one of them. What can I say, Lilias?
There have been such deliverances before--I cannot tell.”
Lilias rose up suddenly, and laid her arms upon Helen’s shoulders,
supporting herself there.
“He is the only son of his mother. She would pray for him night and day.
Helen, Helen, there are few so blessed. Would they not be heard in
heaven, those prayers?”
Poor Helen trembled as much in her strength as the other did in her
weakness; she dared not recommend this hope to the sick heart, which had
already grasped it so strongly.
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