Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Bildungsromans; Scotland -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Youth -- Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
My heart leaps up when I behold
A rainbow in the sky;
So was it when my life began,
So is it now when I am old--
The child is father to the man,
And I would have my days to be
Bound each to each by natural piety.--WORDSWORTH.
The trees stooped grandly over the wan water in all their autumn wealth
of colouring, dropping now and then a fluttering, feeble leaf through
the sunshine and the chill air, which already felt the breath of winter.
The long, yellow tresses of the ash were already gone, the glories of
the sycamore lay so thick upon the ground that you could scarcely see
the damp verdure of the grass underneath for the hundredfold of russet
leaves which covered it; the heavy fir obtruded its spectral branches
through the thin ranks of its neighbours; the red, dry leaves were
stiffening on the oak and the beech; and with the flush of the red
October light not quite departed, there had risen the first pallid
November day.
“No, Lilias, it is not a melancholy time to me,” said Adam Graeme. “I
like these changes--I like to see this calm nature harmonized to our
humanity; not always bare and stern, not always in the pride of strength
and sunshine, but touched with the mortal breath, putting off and
putting on the mortal garments. I like the cadence these old leaves make
as they pass away. There is the kindred tone in it; an analogy more
minute and perfect than those we talk of in our philosophies.”
But Lilias did not answer. She had other thoughts of this perpetual
change. The slight, feverish red was flickering again on the cheek of
the Lily of Mossgray. Softened down into her grave, calm womanhood, was
she the same Lily to whom the wanderer, in yon fair far-away days,
plighted his early faith? and he--how had the universal breath swayed
him in its varyings? That morning she had received a hurried note from
London announcing his arrival; this night they were to meet.
“It is a strange subject this,” said Mossgray, with the smile of his
gentle musings, “for with all my years, and with all my changes, Lilias,
I smile sometimes to see how the old pertinacious self has carried its
own features through all. Up there in my study, where I left Bishop
Berkeley this morning, was it yesterday I manufactured bows and arrows
and dreamed as I made them? So strange it is to mark how this identity
runs through all, how we learn and alter, are experienced, calmed,
changed, and yet are perpetually the same.”
Gentle philosophies! how soothingly they fell upon the timid, anxious
heart beside him.
“But sometimes the change is violent, Mossgray,” said Lilias, “tearing
up old habits so rudely; and sometimes the whole discipline is
altered--the whole life.”
She paused. The old tales of that strange eastern life crossed her
memory, and she could not continue.
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