Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Bildungsromans; Scotland -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Youth -- Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“For yonder, with the light mercifully shining on it, stands Charlie’s
chair; and beside me on this table are the first lilies of May, with dew
upon their snowy leaves. They remind me of my child; not of the dead
only, who long ago trod down the early blossoms of my life into the
dust, but of the living Lilias, who is mine, not to be lost to me by any
change. She has gone away from my old house now, with her bridegroom,
but she is still my child. They blend together in my mind, the mother
and the daughter, and in memory and in presence they cling to me, where
neither jealousy nor fear can interpose, always my own.
“And through the open turret window yonder, I hear the sound of a frank,
bold voice; my heir, the manful and stout representative of the old
Graemes. He is not like me, and it is well; his honest, joyous, youthful
strength will raise up the decaying race. I cannot give my thoughts to
Halbert--I cannot bequeath to him my old faculty of dreams--nor would I
if I could. Some one, whom I know not, will inherit from me this
contemplative life. I would not give it, if I had the power with all its
sadnesses and glooms, to Halbert: he has the lands, the old honour, the
good name. I am glad that I leave them to him pure, and that he is true
and honest, and has not the spirit of his father. His father--who can
tell? the greater mysteries of truth might open to him dying, who,
living, heeded them not; but we do not speak of Charlie Graeme. Humbly
in awe and silence we leave him in the great Hand which has taken him
away; ourselves having pity on the dead.
“For Hew and Lucy are with me again, gray-haired people in their
father’s house; and Lucy’s son and my Lilias are our common hope. The
three of us have had diverse lots, parted in far distant places, exposed
to strange fortunes; but we end as we began, with kindred aims and
kindred fancies, and travel together towards the one conclusion of
mortal life, which is the same to all.
“Hew’s troubles have been those of captivity and exile. To his warm
heart, which always has answered so tenderly to voices of kindred and
friendship, a very hard and bitter form of the inevitable discipline;
but he has borne it bravely, and the frank, simple, guileless spirit has
come unaltered through all. When we wander together by our Waterside,
when I feel Hew’s arm diving through mine as it used to do thirty years
ago, when I hear his unchanged voice addressing me, ‘Man, Adam!’ I close
my eyes and thank God. We are young again; the intervening time floats
on the air about us, a dream which we have dreamed together, and the
enthusiast lads who leaned over yonder wall upon the dim hill-side,
looking out dreamily over the royal city, are here, on the banks of the
home river, as hopeful, as undoubting, and scarcely wiser than when they
parted.
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