Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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His feelings became morbid again under that exercise. He imagined
himself ill-used, despised, trampled upon, when the finer points of his
compassionate and impulsive benevolence came into collision with the
strong sense and energy of his partner, who in his turn grew impatient
of the sentiment which he thought sickly, and the tenderness which he
called weak. There was a rupture at last. A struggling man with dubious
security came to Buchanan when Oswald was absent from Fendie. The
sensitive man of feeling forgot prudence in compassion, and by his
ill-judged acceptance of the uncertain “cautioner,” brought serious loss
to the bank. Oswald returned; there were sharp and high words spoken by
both, which neither, in less excited mood, would have given utterance
to; and in a storm of bitter anger and wounded to the very heart, Walter
Buchanan threw up his situation, dissolved his partnership with Oswald,
and left the bank.
Very soon to leave the world; for, before the winter was over, his
course had ended. He could not bear such tempests of excitement, for
pain to him was agony, and anger madness. So in his weakness he died,
and left his gentle widow and his young daughter to fight with the world
alone.
Helen Buchanan was only sixteen. She had a fair proportion of what
people call accomplishments, and might almost have been a governess in a
boarding-school or a “gentleman’s family;” and beneath the
accomplishments there was a sound substratum of education, and a mind
matured too early for her own happiness. Fendie was abundantly supplied
with _ladies’_ schools; so Helen, in her flush of youthful pride and
independence, determined to offer her services to the humbler mothers,
and to receive as her pupils not the young ladies, but the little girls
of Fendie.
Mrs Buchanan reluctantly acquiesced. She was a gentle, hopeful woman,
accustomed to yield always to the quick impulses and keen feelings of
her husband, and now rendering a kindred submission to her daughter.
Helen was a very dutiful, very loving child, but her mother’s cheerful,
patient nature was made to be thus influenced, and unconsciously and
involuntarily the stronger spirit bore the mastery.
So when the first pangs of their grief were over, Mrs Buchanan
regretfully removed her substantial furniture from the dining-room of
which she had been once so proud, and with many sighs saw her little
maid-servant arrange in it the bare benches and large work-table which
befitted its new character of school-room; and the youthful teacher
began her labours.
These had gone on successfully for four or five years before the
pleasant April-tide on which Hope Oswald returned home; eventful years
to Helen. It is not well to leave the unconscious happiness of girlhood
too soon, even to enter upon the enchanted ground of youth. Toil,
poverty, and William Oswald; the three together were well nigh too many
for the youthful champion who had to struggle, single-handed, against
them all.
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