Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of FendieOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Memoirs and resolutions of Adam Graeme of Mossgray, including some chronicles of the borough of Fendie
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Bildungsromans; Scotland -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Youth -- Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Before her lay the water, and its peaceful banks, with the charm of
youth upon them; beyond were scattered houses with the homelike wealth
of cultivated land around, the dwellings of those who, working with
honest hands, brought seed and bread out of the soil, as God did prosper
them. At her right hand the gray mass of the old warlike tower rose up
against the quiet sky, with the moss of peace upon its embattled walls.
Lilias had known all her life the fortunes of the poor--had wandered
hither and thither with her mother, following the devious track of the
weak father, who pursued without ceasing the fortune he had not firmness
to wait, or strength to work for; so that in many fair places where they
had been, the solitary woman and grave girl had longed to find a home
and abiding place, but had been able never. The hunted fortune fled
always further away, and the querulous, feeble nature, complaining with
fretful selfishness of his own ill-fate, seemed always constrained to
follow. Strangers and vagabonds they had been continually, and after the
brief repose of the widow and her child in the lonely Cumberland glen,
Lilias had felt, when she was hurried away in her earliest agony, that
thus it was to be for ever.
But now the atmosphere of home descended about her. Only the natural
successions of time, one generation going and another coming, had
changed the inmates of these walls. Steadily here upon its native
ground, the old house stood like a stately oak, which had shed its
acorns there, autumn after autumn, before human eye was near to see, and
should remain until the end. We do not think distinct thoughts at times
which form the crises of our life, and Lilias did not deliberately
reflect on this; but it struck strongly upon her through the mist of
sorrow and wonder she was in. This house, whose wealth was of the soil
below and the firmament above, whose inheritance was not of silver or of
gold, unproductive and barren, but of the fertile land, and the sunshine
and the rain of God; this was her home.
But sorrow had broken in her case the elastic nature of youth. Had she
remained among strangers, her stay must soon have had a not unusual end;
she would have endured for a while, and then have somewhere withdrawn
herself to die as her mother died, but bitterer to die alone. As it was,
Mossgray gained his ward only in time to save her; and all the summer
through Lilias had to be tended like a delicate flower. Vainly she
exerted herself and tried to be strong; vainly endeavoured to lessen the
anxious cares of her guardian; but it would not do. The springs of
youthful strength were stemmed in her worn-out heart. For a few days she
had been able convulsively to bind and keep her natural sorrow down; but
the reäction was vehement and long.
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