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“I was born down in Maine, and never had much schooling. I came to
this part of the country fifty-five years ago. My folks were killed by
the Indians. It was mighty different here fifty-five years ago, I can
tell you, Miss Martyn; there were Indians all about then, and wolves
too. We had taken up government land, and after the old folks were
killed I kept on the place as long as I could stand it, for the
Indians had by that time been driven off, and there was no more
danger. It was awful lonesome, though. There wasn’t a soul within
twelve miles to speak to. Sometimes I thought I should go insane from
lonesomeness.
“I had only two books,—my mother’s little Testament, and another book:
perhaps you’ve heard of it: ’twas ‘Locke on the Human Understanding.’
Well, I’d always been fond of books. Somehow I never took to farming,
and sometimes I felt as if I’d give every acre I had for a new book,
or a newspaper that would tell me what was going on in the world;
something that would give me new thoughts; I was so tired of thinking
the old ones over and over.
“The fellows who were my nearest neighbors weren’t my kind; they
hadn’t any books, and, if you’ll believe it, I’ve ridden many a time
fifty miles to get a newspaper a week old.
“Well, at last I couldn’t stand it any longer. I was ashamed to ask
any woman to be my wife, and to come out and live in my dreary log
cabin, even if I’d known any woman to ask, but I didn’t. Unmarried
women were scarce in those days. At last I sold all the land for a
song,—I should have been rich now if I’d only kept it,—and I moved a
little nearer folks.
“I knew my Bible, and at last, though I hadn’t much education, I began
to go around preaching. But a home missionary without a salary has not
much money or time for books; besides, before the railroad, I couldn’t
get books any way if I’d had money, and sometimes I—perhaps you won’t
believe it, ma’am, but I’ve actually cried for books, I felt so sort
of hungry and starved. I was thirty years old before, to my knowledge,
I ever saw a book of poetry. It was Longfellow’s. Well, ma’am, that
book—I can’t tell you”—and the old man’s blue eyes filled with tears
and his voice choked.
His simple, genuine feeling was so sweet and so unexpected that it
fairly thrilled me. I think I never realized in my life before what
mental starvation must be to a sensitive spirit. When I took him by
the hand and led him around to see all the books nicely covered and
numbered on the shelves, he could only smile through his tears, and
touching them almost reverently, say, “Thank the Lord! I never
expected to live to see so many books. Thank the Lord!”
I inquired afterwards who he was, but no one knew; they said he was a
stranger who had come there simply for the day. I am sorry to have
lost sight of him; he was a rare soul, I am sure.
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