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“It came about in this way,” said the other voice after a pause. “I had
studied for the ministry, you know. Agnes had rejoiced to think that she
was to share my work. I had decided from the first to give myself to the
home mission work either in the far West or among the colored people at
the South. She was all enthusiasm and zeal. She was a noble woman; but
oh—well, it is a long story, a long story.” Another pause; then, “Do you
know how unjust and bitter a woman can be when she thinks that she alone
is intrusted with the decrees of the Almighty?
“As her lover, I must be frank with her, I must conceal nothing. I told
her all, little by little, of what I had come to believe and see. It
only made her tremble with horror. She saw that I was not ready to
preach the gospel which she believed. She felt that I was going
no-whither. ‘You have denied God’s Word and made your reason your God,’
she said. ‘I can never dare trust my future with you unless you promise
me once and forever to abandon reading these dreadful books which are
leading you farther and farther from the truth.’
“I tried argument, but it was of no avail. ‘I am no logician; I cannot
argue and reason with a college-bred man like you. You could readily
refute my simple talk to your own satisfaction,’ she said; ‘but all the
philosophy in the world cannot change my faith. My husband’s God must be
the one whom I serve.’
“I did not know how I had really loved her until I found I was breaking
her heart. It was pitiful. I tried to show her how I loved the same God
whom she served, but she said, while the tears choked her voice:
“‘No, Ralph, let us not deceive ourselves; we look at the world in a
radically different way. There can be no compromises so long as this
exists.’ So we parted.”
“And then you—you came here?” queried Mildred faintly.
“Yes. My life at first seemed wrecked; but I had my work, and though I
could not ask any Missionary Board to send me out, I determined to come
alone and serve God, if not in the pulpit, then perhaps as well some
other way.
“I came with the first miners. I lived with them and worked for them. I
helped them build their first log huts. I opened the first store here,
but as I sold no liquor it was hard to contend with the other shops
which soon were rivals of mine.
“But I made enough to live on. That was all I cared for. I had come here
to save men, not to save money.
“First I started a reading-room, here in my room. It was open to them
all, and after a while we had an evening class. Then I began a Sunday
school, and they all came at first just to oblige me because I asked
them, but afterwards because they liked it. Then at last I began a
regular Sunday service.
“I love these rough fellows, and they have learned to love me. I do what
I can for them. I would not change my work for the richest parish in the
country. I have the satisfaction of knowing that I am helping to shape
the future of this whole region.
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