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“No, not with Mr. Dunreath,” replied Mildred quickly, and throwing her
head back she clasped her hands over her knee, swaying back and forth in
the firelight. Then she stopped again. I asked no more questions, for
there was a look in her eyes and a droop to the sensitive mouth which
meant I knew not what. Was it possible that this woman, who seemed so
enthusiastically absorbed in her plans and so cheerful and gay, was
really carrying about with her a secret heart-ache? I had watched her
curiously as we had been in society together, and had been amused at her
absolute lack of coquetry and matter-of-fact way of talking with
gentlemen, and, on the other hand, at her semi-consciousness that she
must try not to say too much about her theories and hobbies, and to
“learn to talk small talk,” as she said. I, who had had my fill of small
talk, and whom the late years were beginning to teach some serious
lessons, liked much better her simplicity and unusual earnestness about
things. Her bookishness, too, which at first I had rather dreaded, did
not mean pedantry or dullness. She had read but few books, she told me;
far less than I. She once showed me in her diary her list of books for
the past year. There were only six: Plato’s “Republic,” “Wilhelm
Meister,” Stanley’s “History of the Jews,” Thackeray’s “Newcomes,” Henry
George’s “Progress and Poverty,” and a volume of Fichte.
“I like to be acquainted with the best people,” she once said; “there is
no reason why one should put up with the second-rate ones when one can
have the best.”
“But it is not every one who can get the best society,” said I, not
understanding in the least what she meant.
“Every one who can read can have the best friends of all ages,” she
replied. And they were her friends. But I am digressing.
“I will tell you all about it,” said Mildred, with her eyes still fixed
on the coals. “There is no reason why I should not, though I never told
any one before, and I have hardly acknowledged it to myself. I think I
was in love; yes, I think I really was—in love.
“It happened in this way. I had gone down to the Fitchburg station to
take the early morning train for Concord. By the way, were you ever at
Concord?” she asked abruptly.
“What?” I answered, “Concord, New Hampshire?”
“No, our own Massachusetts Concord; the Concord of Emerson and Hawthorne
and Thoreau and the Alcotts. I had been there but once before, but since
that time it has been a sort of Mecca of mine, and I have made many a
pilgrimage there.
“I was going out to the Concord School of Philosophy, not, however, for
any special reason. I didn’t know and didn’t care to know anything about
philosophy, but I thought it might be fun to see for once the
long-haired men and short-haired women congregate and talk, as the
papers said, about the ‘thisness of the then and the whichness of the
where.’ Besides, I wanted to visit Hawthorne’s grave. I was full of his
romances then.
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