Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
Your friendly and confiding letter of February the sixth reached me a
few days ago, and I should have replied sooner if time had permitted.
All the more I have thought about you, highly honored Countess; for it
is so easy for me to enter into your feelings of grief,—and permit me,
while expressing my best and sincerest thanks for your confidence, to
use this phrase, _La douleur fait facilement fraternité_.
I have known only too well what it means when one must suddenly give
back to the Lord the loved ones whom one has cherished here below and
from whom one has expected so many pure delights. Yet it is infinitely
encouraging to know that they are only being kept safe for us, and
that they are in a place where there are no disappointments and no
partings. How thankful we must be that we have this assurance within
us at a time when unbelief is gaining ground so frightfully and is
sweeping along one wavering soul after another.
I am very sorry that I can only partially answer your various
questions, because many a dear and true word spoken in regard to you
by the late prince has escaped my memory during the four months and a
half that have elapsed, though not without leaving forever in my heart
an exalted impression of your personality. He told me on the very
first Saturday evening—we were scarcely an hour out of Bremen—about
your musical talent and your great love for art, and on the very next
day we were given a chance to admire his splendid tenor voice: he sang
the _Tannenwald_, and a song the title of which I do not know; I think
it began with _J’aime toujours_. He sang this song several times; he
persuaded me to play the Abt songs on the ’cello, and could never hear
them enough; likewise Mendelssohn’s _So ihr mich vom ganzen Herzen
suchet_ (“If with all your hearts ye truly seek me”) he sang with
piano and ’cello accompaniment. On the 29th of October, at noon, we
talked together confidentially for the last time. He was in his berth
and I sat near him; he spoke of our living together in New York, of my
taking part in his concerts, and suddenly he turned the conversation
to his betrothed (he had your picture in his hand when I went into his
cabin). He told me of your delightful association in Wiesbaden, and
then he added, in a troubled tone, “I think, so many times, How will
it be when I get back again—will she love me then just as dearly as
she did before my departure?”
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