Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
I see us next on board the steamship that was to take us from Odessa
across the Black Sea to the port of Poti. It was My Own’s first sea
voyage in all his life; he passionately loved the sea, had always longed
to take a voyage, and now he reveled in the fulfillment of his wishes.
Our goal was the land whither Jason went in his quest for the Golden
Fleece. I think there was much of the Jason mood in us both at that
time: a mingling of delight in adventure, confidence of conquest, the
intoxication of hope. Before us lay a world of things new and
surprising; we were going to set foot on a land consecrated by the most
classical legends, and experiences which we could not even well imagine
beckoned us onward.
We knew that we were expected and should be received with open arms. I
had written from Vienna to the Dedopali, and to Prince Niko, who also
was at that time sojourning in the Caucasus, telling our whole romance
and announcing our visit. A joyous “Welcome” was wired back to us. We
both thought it likely that my old friend Niko would secure for My Own a
position as aide to the emperor or something of the sort. And altogether
we were so inordinately enraptured at being together, our bold stroke
had aroused in us such an intense feeling of happiness, everything thus
far had gone so _sur des roulettes_, that we looked forward to a
constant increase in our good fortune. One day we should return home in
triumph; but it would be a long time before we should want to return
home; for the present, out into the wide, beautiful, rich, wonderful
world! we were after the Golden Fleece. Nor did we need it—that was the
best part. Whatever treasures the world might grant or deny us, we had
in each other measureless riches. And My Own felt all this even more
keenly than I. He was only twenty-six years old, and this was his first
journey into the Unknown. I had already experienced so much
disillusionment, and had already, with my thirty-three years, emerged in
a measure from that state of intoxication which is called youth; but I
caught the contagion of his youthful enthusiasm, and was as childish as
he.
After a calm passage our steamboat landed us on the Asiatic shore. A
different continent—it fills the comparatively inexperienced traveler
with a peculiar pride, a pride upon which old globe-trotters look down
with a smile. My Own set his foot on the un-European soil with the
haughtiness of a conqueror.
“So,” said he exultingly, “here we are in Asia!”
Whether Asia or Australia, whether earth or Mars, cried the exultation
within me, we are together, and that is the main thing.
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