Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
As far as I was concerned, since I could not take care of the wounded,
at least I helped diligently in the enterprises got up by the ladies of
Kutais in their behalf. I remember an evening garden-party which
assembled the inhabitants of the city on the “Boulevard,” as a promenade
in the middle of the town, shaded by trees, is called. There were
Chinese lanterns, orchestral music (“God save the Tsar,” a potpourri
from Glinka’s opera _Zhizn dlya Tsarya_, the Balkan March, Slavonic
songs, and the like), sale booths, and a tombola. Between two trees,
brilliantly lighted up, had been placed a great painting of a touching
scene on the battlefield: in the foreground a wonderfully beautiful
Russian sister of charity, with tears on her cheeks, bending tenderly
over a wounded Turkish soldier, whose head she was raising in order to
give him nourishment; in the background a tent, powder smoke, dead
horses, and bursting shells. I myself shed a tear or two as I stood in
front of that picture; and at the tombola, where I bought chances till
my pocketbook was drained, I won a small earthen vase, which I had them
raffle off again. And thus I believed that I had paid my tribute of
sympathy for the tragedy of the Balkans.
The war took its course. We received very sad letters from the Dedopali;
she was worried about her two sons, who had gone with the army.
Suddenly there arose the rumor that the plague had broken out in a place
not far away. That filled us with real dismay. When the news came I
burst out in self-reproaches.
“Oh, where have I brought you? It is my fault that you came here, My
Own.”
He comforted me: “Not for a moment have I regretted it. If only nothing
happens to you! But even if we must perish now, still we have had our
share of happiness.”
The pestilence, however did not spread. The fate of being carried off by
the terrible angel of destruction, to which we had resigned ourselves,
was spared us.
In other respects things were going very badly with us. In the disorder
caused by the events of the war no one any longer thought of taking
lessons, and we were fearfully pinched. There were days when we actually
made the acquaintance of the specter Hunger. But everything that befell
us, whether joy or sorrow, brought us closer and closer together, and
later we were grateful to Fate for having enriched us with such
experiences. Without doubt they were essential to the strengthening of
our characters, and to educating us into that sympathy with the sorrows
of humanity, with the wretchedness of the people, which in days to come
formed the basis of our united work in the service of mankind, and which
awakened in each of us feelings that gave delight to the other.
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