Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
In the summer of 1882 the Dedopali was taken ill. We were just at that
time her guests again at Gordi. The physicians whom her son summoned
from Tiflis prescribed a “cure” at Karlsbad. But she refused to leave
her fatherland.
“I hope to get well again,” she said to me, “but if this should really
be my last illness I desire to die here near the Convent of Marthvilli,
where I shall be buried. I should not like to make the long journey back
from Europe in a box.”
Her condition gradually grew worse, and when we left Gordi in the autumn
we had no hope of ever seeing her again; and, in fact, we soon received
from Prince Niko by telegraph the news that his mother had passed away
painlessly and with Christian resignation. Although I was prepared for
the news, it was a sore grief to me, and I deeply mourned for this
friend of many years. She was laid away in the crypt of the Convent of
Marthvilli, in the midst of a gigantic mourning assembly, in which the
population of all the neighboring provinces participated; thousands and
thousands had made the pilgrimage to the ancient cloister which
contained the ancestral tomb of the princes, to pay the last honors to
the “Queen of Mothers.”
At the beginning of the year 1884 I suffered a far heavier
bereavement—my mother. I had confidently hoped to see her again very
soon, for our home-coming was now in immediate prospect, and she herself
was looking forward to this reunion with yearning joy. In that moment
death snatched her away with only a brief illness. Full of sympathy and
love, My Own did his best to console and comfort me.
The period of our exile was coming to an end. The parents, who now
recognized how faithfully and happily we clung to each other, how
bravely we had made our way without ever claiming their help, had given
over their obstinate rancor and were bidding us to come to Harmannsdorf.
We had in the meantime reached a position of independence, and could
therefore return home without any sense of humiliation. To be sure,
nothing had come of the hoped-for situations at the Russian court, and
the various plans for business undertakings that were to bring us a
competency; but we had both won a place in literature which gave us the
prospect of a sufficient and increasing income and assured us an
honorable position. The critics lauded us, editors asked for articles,
publishers wanted manuscripts. My husband’s Caucasian stories and novels
were meeting with great success, and my _Inventarium einer Seele_, in
which I had set forth all my views about nature and life, about science
and politics, had made somewhat of a sensation; my belles-lettres were
equally in demand. And we both felt that we still had a good deal to
say, that the fountain of inspiration would yet pour abundant streams;
the new calling had become for us “the one important thing.”
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