Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
The next day we visited him in his home. A beautiful, harmonious family
circle. A congenial wife—born Princess of something, I have forgotten
the name—and ten children. To be sure, not all ten were at home. The
oldest son was serving in the navy; one daughter was studying in Sweden;
but at any rate there was a fine bunch of Egidy children present, and
all seemed to worship their father. One of the daughters acted as his
secretary. Charming hours those were which we spent in the plainly
furnished home in eager speech and reply, in which the wife and the
older children took part, about the loftiest aims of human struggle and
labor,—reconciliation, peace, consecration of life. “We are pulling on
different ropes,” said Egidy to us, “but it is the same bell.”
Later, when on the occasion of his candidacy I wrote to him how
desirable it was that such servants of the community, such thinkers who
stood above narrow party interests, should be members of the popular
assembly, and how different everything would then at once be, he wrote
back to me:
Everything will not be different at once, but gradually—of course; but
the tempo decides. “Gradually” everybody says; the point is whether it
is slow step by numbers—One—back again—One—back again—Twooooo (you
surely know something of the drillground?) or, of course, rather
livelier, try even a bit of quick step for aught I care—no need that
it be a double quick with _tambours battants_. And it is coming. It
has to come. What phases we may still have to pass through I would not
say, in view of the latest phenomena in our public life. As yet I
still do not believe in a bloody settlement. The incoming of the new
view of the world will come about, not without tears and outcries, but
still as a natural process, as a birth.
You speak of my working power. Well, yes, I have working power and
creative impulse, and how I yearn to be able to bring both
“immediately” into service. Inwardly I am so well prepared and
equipped that at a second’s notice I could take up my duties. I am
sure of myself. If one chooses to speak at all of a value which I may
be supposed to represent (as your words do in such a wonderfully
pretty way), this value can only be seen in the future. Many have
already spoken and written, but if they were put before the “doing”
they gave out; they made miserable compromises with shallow
unchangeableness and other wretched notions. Honesty, concord, the
bringing into concord of preaching and practice, is what the business
means for me. And in this matter I will not yield a hair’s breadth
from my apprehension of the truth.
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