Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
About all the distress and the horrors which followed in the wake of the
Franco-German War I heard little—or would not hear anything; I put it
aside with my habitual fatalistic _C’est la guerre_. Politics did not
interest me in the least; I did not read the newspapers. This gave me
all the more time for books. Books carried me into another world in
which, along with my own individual life, I led a second life. In my
early childhood I had been seized by the passion for reading and
learning; through my intercourse with Elvira, poetess and daughter of a
savant, it was still more fanned into flame, and never, under any
circumstances, has it left me. Whether at home in Baden or off
traveling; whether studying at the opera school or moving in high life
amid joys and festivities; whether in love and engaged and disengaged
again; whether my existence was offering me splendor and pleasures or
care and worriments,—I always spent many hours every day in the company
of books.
At the time of which I am now speaking, what I had read would have
filled a stately library. All of Shakespeare, all of Goethe, all of
Schiller and Lessing, all of Victor Hugo. The last-named,—a world in
himself,—who had already made such a mighty impression upon me as a
child with his _Ruy Blas_, I felt called upon to know in all his works;
and I was intoxicated with his command of language, with the sunward
flight of his genius. Anastasius Grün, Hamerling, Grillparzer, Byron,
Shelley, Alfred de Musset, Tennyson, among poets; and of the novelists I
knew all of Dickens, all of Bulwer,—better say at once, all of the
Tauchnitz collection. In French the novels of George Sand, Balzac,
Dumas; the dramatic works of Corneille, Racine, Molière, Dumas _fils_,
Augier, Sardou.
Yet scientific writings interested me as much as elegant literature,
perhaps even more. I read works on ethnography, chemistry, astronomy;
but my favorite branch was philosophy. Kant, Schopenhauer, Hartmann
(“The Philosophy of the Unconscious”), Strauss, Feuerbach, Pascal,
Comte, Littré, Victor Cousin, Jules Janet, Alfred Fouillée,—the three
last named in the _Revue des deux mondes_, which I regularly read from
the first page to the last,—these and many others, all of whose names I
cannot here enumerate, were my intellectual comrades, in whose company I
led a happy double existence quite apart from my personal doings, and in
this my soul expanded most comfortably.
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